Absence
I can feel the figures as they crawl within my thoughts, feel them scratching on the walls and all the pain that they have wrought,
All the space and all the time, I express it while I rhyme, it takes everything I have to convince me that I'm fine,
So I rip the seam of my shirt and I glance into the hole, it frightens me when I see the absence of my soul
Petrifying, terrifying, lately I feel like I'm fucking dying, I'm lost when I'm not flying, with no purpose underlying,
You can't erase the empty space that's left you falling with disgrace, you've lost to yourself, you and me, face-to-face
And that is one plan that I hope you understand, I have never really been a God, I've always just been a Man.
These lyrics are reality, abstract to normality, when I'm at my lowest I'm reminded of my mortality
But I'd break all these walls down and I'd call it a breakthrough, and I'd break myself down before I let myself break you
These nails bite like claws when they rip at all my flaws, I'm torn down to the root, now I'm left with all these scars
I can feel the lash in it, when I write this, compassionate, I can see the end now, I guess it's time I crash in it
They'll find me in the wreckage, I'm more than just a vestige, but if you're listening now I hope you get this message,
It's the last thing I can do for you to try and get this through to you, I wear these wounds like tattoos and I'll swear that this is true to you
When I can't control my behavior I just feel like a failure, there's no point in being deific if I can't even be your savior
With all the hate arrayed and all the right and wrong I've weighed, it'd make sense that they try to label me afraid,
I've locked myself and lost the key, perhaps the truth is lost in me, if you want to know what's inside you'll have to pay the cost to see
I've been preaching this emptiness and explaining the vacancy, but if you delve deep you just might see the hate in me
And in this instance this distance can't remove the existence of agony in my core, the most painful persistence,
But it's clear I'm a leader, must be resistant to fear or, be ready to adhere to whatever appears here.
I leave this uncensored for those who have ventured, you can't win the fight if absence is in your center,
You don't know what these thoughts reap, I'm hollow, I can't sleep, the saddest part of absence is where you can't weep
You can't be a simple kind of man if you're dead, and all the things that killed you are locked inside your head,
Chained down and roped, on the outside you're stoked, but they don't know that deep down you're actually broke
I'd spread oceans apart to fill the absence of my heart, and I'd love you at the end if you loved me at the start,
Don't leave me here, I'm desperate, I swear I'll give you the best of it, even sacrifice my heart..or what's left of it,
The space between the land, air, water and the sand, can't remove or disband the emptiness at hand
And if you think you can win this war then I won't reprimand, I will be the offering to stop the fall of man.
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I can feel the figures as they crawl within my thoughts, feel them scratching on the walls and all the pain that they have wrought,
All the space and all the time, I express it while I rhyme, it takes everything I have to convince me that I'm fine,
So I rip the seam of my shirt and I glance into the hole, it frightens me when I see the absence of my soul
Petrifying, terrifying, lately I feel like I'm fucking dying, I'm lost when I'm not flying, with no purpose underlying,
You can't erase the empty space that's left you falling with disgrace, you've lost to yourself, you and me, face-to-face
And that is one plan that I hope you understand, I have never really been a God, I've always just been a Man.
These lyrics are reality, abstract to normality, when I'm at my lowest I'm reminded of my mortality
But I'd break all these walls down and I'd call it a breakthrough, and I'd break myself down before I let myself break you
These nails bite like claws when they rip at all my flaws, I'm torn down to the root, now I'm left with all these scars
I can feel the lash in it, when I write this, compassionate, I can see the end now, I guess it's time I crash in it
They'll find me in the wreckage, I'm more than just a vestige, but if you're listening now I hope you get this message,
It's the last thing I can do for you to try and get this through to you, I wear these wounds like tattoos and I'll swear that this is true to you
When I can't control my behavior I just feel like a failure, there's no point in being deific if I can't even be your savior
With all the hate arrayed and all the right and wrong I've weighed, it'd make sense that they try to label me afraid,
I've locked myself and lost the key, perhaps the truth is lost in me, if you want to know what's inside you'll have to pay the cost to see
I've been preaching this emptiness and explaining the vacancy, but if you delve deep you just might see the hate in me
And in this instance this distance can't remove the existence of agony in my core, the most painful persistence,
But it's clear I'm a leader, must be resistant to fear or, be ready to adhere to whatever appears here.
I leave this uncensored for those who have ventured, you can't win the fight if absence is in your center,
You don't know what these thoughts reap, I'm hollow, I can't sleep, the saddest part of absence is where you can't weep
You can't be a simple kind of man if you're dead, and all the things that killed you are locked inside your head,
Chained down and roped, on the outside you're stoked, but they don't know that deep down you're actually broke
I'd spread oceans apart to fill the absence of my heart, and I'd love you at the end if you loved me at the start,
Don't leave me here, I'm desperate, I swear I'll give you the best of it, even sacrifice my heart..or what's left of it,
The space between the land, air, water and the sand, can't remove or disband the emptiness at hand
And if you think you can win this war then I won't reprimand, I will be the offering to stop the fall of man.
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Forever?
Oh, my darling,
If only you could see what war has done to me.
Oh, my darling,
If only you could see what war has done to me.
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