Inadequacy
I felt her eyes bore into me as "Goodbye" was spoken, I thought that I was chokin' and she suffered a similar token
But the difference between she and I was something so vague, and all the self-doubt in my center, it spread like a plague
I can't forget these memories, I'm trying to fight it, but these pictures won't burn, yeah this lighter won't light it
This bitter battle, tug-of-war is somethin' to see, and if the prize is being left, then the winner is me
And that ain't right, and I've come this far to understand, that women may very well be the weakness of man
At the end of my travels I find I'm lost in the irony, and all this anger in my heart ignites the fire in me
It's like you're getting somewhere then all of your goals are stripped, and my back has held the weight despite the lashes and whips
An emotional slave that was wrapped around her finger, she caught me in her web, then stabbed me with her stinger
And the poison in my veins has rendered me so numb, and I've come to the consensus, fuck emotions, they're dumb
There's a flame inside my core but I'd rather be cold, don't you know the world is changed by the young and the bold
I'm gritting my teeth and steadily clenching my jaw, I've held so much inside me that it'd leave 'em stricken in awe
That if I brought it to the open, man, they'd think me a monster, I hope she sees my face in her dreams, and I hope that it haunts her
I'm not good at holding grudges but I never forgive, if I keep myself on stable ground, I'm standing, I'll live
In the end I can only hope she suffers a similar fate, lately I've made her the focus of all my passion and hate
It's like there's still spite in me despite the fact I've let go, and I don't want her to be happy and I'm afraid that might show
And in front of the publicity this makes me the bad guy, and my feelings are pouring rain from the clouds of this sad sky
At the bottom of the bottle, alcohol is the reasoning, from the fruit of my labors, liquor is the seasoning
In this downward spiral I think I have to confess, I'm the guy in this relationship, why am I an emotional mess?
The feeling of never being good enough has never been worse, and it's almost like I was born with this incurable curse
That I can't seem to evade even in the darkness and shade, I've made this strife my bed, it's time I finally laid
'Cause I've come to accept that I'm moving no further, that girl's in my past, that's the last place that I heard her
At the end of the day I'd agree that she got me, she held the gun to my chest, cocked, loaded and shot me
And I should be dead inside but I'm standing right here, this betrayal of trust, this remembrance of fear
Has me opening my eyes and understanding from my core, she was the love of my life, but she loves me no more.
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I felt her eyes bore into me as "Goodbye" was spoken, I thought that I was chokin' and she suffered a similar token
But the difference between she and I was something so vague, and all the self-doubt in my center, it spread like a plague
I can't forget these memories, I'm trying to fight it, but these pictures won't burn, yeah this lighter won't light it
This bitter battle, tug-of-war is somethin' to see, and if the prize is being left, then the winner is me
And that ain't right, and I've come this far to understand, that women may very well be the weakness of man
At the end of my travels I find I'm lost in the irony, and all this anger in my heart ignites the fire in me
It's like you're getting somewhere then all of your goals are stripped, and my back has held the weight despite the lashes and whips
An emotional slave that was wrapped around her finger, she caught me in her web, then stabbed me with her stinger
And the poison in my veins has rendered me so numb, and I've come to the consensus, fuck emotions, they're dumb
There's a flame inside my core but I'd rather be cold, don't you know the world is changed by the young and the bold
I'm gritting my teeth and steadily clenching my jaw, I've held so much inside me that it'd leave 'em stricken in awe
That if I brought it to the open, man, they'd think me a monster, I hope she sees my face in her dreams, and I hope that it haunts her
I'm not good at holding grudges but I never forgive, if I keep myself on stable ground, I'm standing, I'll live
In the end I can only hope she suffers a similar fate, lately I've made her the focus of all my passion and hate
It's like there's still spite in me despite the fact I've let go, and I don't want her to be happy and I'm afraid that might show
And in front of the publicity this makes me the bad guy, and my feelings are pouring rain from the clouds of this sad sky
At the bottom of the bottle, alcohol is the reasoning, from the fruit of my labors, liquor is the seasoning
In this downward spiral I think I have to confess, I'm the guy in this relationship, why am I an emotional mess?
The feeling of never being good enough has never been worse, and it's almost like I was born with this incurable curse
That I can't seem to evade even in the darkness and shade, I've made this strife my bed, it's time I finally laid
'Cause I've come to accept that I'm moving no further, that girl's in my past, that's the last place that I heard her
At the end of the day I'd agree that she got me, she held the gun to my chest, cocked, loaded and shot me
And I should be dead inside but I'm standing right here, this betrayal of trust, this remembrance of fear
Has me opening my eyes and understanding from my core, she was the love of my life, but she loves me no more.
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Forever?
Oh, my darling,
If only you could see what war has done to me.
Oh, my darling,
If only you could see what war has done to me.
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