Mortality
End of the road of where it began, I'm finding it harder and harder to stand, I'm sick of the cards I've been dealt with, and I'm folding them hand by hand
'Till eventually I'm out like a survivor with nothing left, gotta balance work and my school, and I'm stressed with another test
With my grades steadily declining in a similar fashion to my circle, and I'm finding it ever-so hurtful when they decide to berate me verbal
And it's time I separated myself from friends who don't even care, loneliness is part of the scare, they don't even notice that I'm there
I'm phasing through these walls like I'm a ghost, an apparition, and I never would have figured that I would have been put in this position
So do the ends justify the means, what is my life? What if I end it? My life is all in pieces because I break before I can bend it
So by a certain logic am I cursed by this ineptitude, a sickness in me crept and brewed, how to scream for help and be less than rude
Because I feel oh-so burdensome, I've been abandoned by my shadow, and I've run out of ammo because life is a constant battle
And it's far beyond the surface because these wounds are more than scars, it's time I left this Earth in peace and conjoined with all the stars
I've been crushed by lack of sleeping and this detrimental depression, my bones all break in sections as I try to hold off this suppression
So in a subtle manner that would mean I'm ending my life, end of the hurt, end of the pain, and it's all thanks to this knife
With my being consumed by selfishness I can say I gave life a try, as I go opposed to the sky, I am telling you, Goodbye
We found you locked in the bathroom in a pool of your own blood, I swear my heart skipped a beat as my eyes began to flood
And these tears came crashing down as they spilled over my cheeks, you've been isolating yourself, you've haven't spoken to us in weeks
But still part of me wants to believe that this is all my fault, you never reached out or called, we never thought that you would fall
So how can we help when you fake a smile, there wasn't even a clue, you seemed so composed on the surface, are you sure you thought this through?
The act's already committed so it's too late for us to save you, but I wish that you would have understood all the good things that life gave you
And I guess the plight of life had deeply stricken you with fear, maybe if we tried a little harder then you would still be here
But she proved to me and everyone else that none of us are invincible, and it's hard to find it sensible when we don't live life by the same principle
That life is sacred, don't cast it down, time beheaded a queen and she lost her crown, goes to show how little we knew her, our understandings less than profound
So the weight of the world has shifted from her shoulders to our own, we never thought of her a burden, or that she thought she was alone
From the day of the dawn to the horizon that blooms infront of the sunset, I've been searching for ways to get you back, but I haven't found one yet
Because the situation in itself seems is lacking in morality, there's no way to bring you back when you've embraced your immortality
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5SgkJu5jr0U
End of the road of where it began, I'm finding it harder and harder to stand, I'm sick of the cards I've been dealt with, and I'm folding them hand by hand
'Till eventually I'm out like a survivor with nothing left, gotta balance work and my school, and I'm stressed with another test
With my grades steadily declining in a similar fashion to my circle, and I'm finding it ever-so hurtful when they decide to berate me verbal
And it's time I separated myself from friends who don't even care, loneliness is part of the scare, they don't even notice that I'm there
I'm phasing through these walls like I'm a ghost, an apparition, and I never would have figured that I would have been put in this position
So do the ends justify the means, what is my life? What if I end it? My life is all in pieces because I break before I can bend it
So by a certain logic am I cursed by this ineptitude, a sickness in me crept and brewed, how to scream for help and be less than rude
Because I feel oh-so burdensome, I've been abandoned by my shadow, and I've run out of ammo because life is a constant battle
And it's far beyond the surface because these wounds are more than scars, it's time I left this Earth in peace and conjoined with all the stars
I've been crushed by lack of sleeping and this detrimental depression, my bones all break in sections as I try to hold off this suppression
So in a subtle manner that would mean I'm ending my life, end of the hurt, end of the pain, and it's all thanks to this knife
With my being consumed by selfishness I can say I gave life a try, as I go opposed to the sky, I am telling you, Goodbye
We found you locked in the bathroom in a pool of your own blood, I swear my heart skipped a beat as my eyes began to flood
And these tears came crashing down as they spilled over my cheeks, you've been isolating yourself, you've haven't spoken to us in weeks
But still part of me wants to believe that this is all my fault, you never reached out or called, we never thought that you would fall
So how can we help when you fake a smile, there wasn't even a clue, you seemed so composed on the surface, are you sure you thought this through?
The act's already committed so it's too late for us to save you, but I wish that you would have understood all the good things that life gave you
And I guess the plight of life had deeply stricken you with fear, maybe if we tried a little harder then you would still be here
But she proved to me and everyone else that none of us are invincible, and it's hard to find it sensible when we don't live life by the same principle
That life is sacred, don't cast it down, time beheaded a queen and she lost her crown, goes to show how little we knew her, our understandings less than profound
So the weight of the world has shifted from her shoulders to our own, we never thought of her a burden, or that she thought she was alone
From the day of the dawn to the horizon that blooms infront of the sunset, I've been searching for ways to get you back, but I haven't found one yet
Because the situation in itself seems is lacking in morality, there's no way to bring you back when you've embraced your immortality
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5SgkJu5jr0U
Forever?
Oh, my darling,
If only you could see what war has done to me.
Oh, my darling,
If only you could see what war has done to me.
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