@alonimi_ebooks (new chat thread)

@Blade FEEL BETTER!

I'm a huge gym nerd so if you ever wanna talk about gym shit I'm ya gurl. I started working out a few years ago it really did change my life for the better. I know every POS gymbro says the same thing but it's pretty true. I'd be your gym accountability buddy if you need one.

Aw! Thank you! I'm ok, really. I also kinda figured out on my own that I probably have PMDD--which is basically, in simple terms, when a woman gets more depressed and cranky than is the norm for their period. I tend to not feel like getting out of bed and want to hide from the world; I also sometimes snap at people. But I think going to bed on time will help. I know going to the gym has helped immensely.

I'm not sure I need a gym accountability buddy, but I don't mind talking gym with you on Discord! I'm not in it to really lose weight, but I won't lie and say that isn't a big motivator. I'm not interested in the numbers on the scale. I'm 170 now and that hasn't lowered, but I know that's because I'm building muscle under the flab.

I guess I remember my mom being overweight when I was a kid. And she was well into her 30s when she had me. So I don't want to wait until I'm 35 and 40 pounds unhealthier to get in gear. Mostly, I'm just proud of me atm. I'm hoping I stay that way.