Ashes
Yo hold up real quick because I swear this time is different, all I tried to do was care but you didn’t know the difference
The distance was a problem but I thought that we could make it, convinced we were unstoppable and nothing quite could shake it
Then as soon as we were into it there was fire, there were flurries, so caught up in our stress ‘cause we were basking in our worries
We both were executioners, the judges and the jury, that meant that sometimes sentences were based upon our fury
Misguided were our actions, thoughts and insecurities, divided into fractions, we fled into obscurity
As the center of my galaxy your memories are flashes ‘cause you torched down my world and left me standing in the ashes
Left with bitterness, disdainful, now even writing’s painful, bereft, I guess I sit through this feeling empty and ungrateful
Was the time we spent all wasteful, turn the cogs and change the rhythm, perhaps you were unfaithful, from my mind I’m never ridden
So it’s toxic and hateful, we’ve turned over the tables, awkwardness ensues, even consciences are shameful
But can there be recovery when love is something potent, so caught up in the moment that our regrets, they go unnoticed
Surely you must know this, I’m locked in this hypnosis, my hands are numb, my mind is blank, it’s impossible to focus
Heart and brain, it all detaches, I’ve soaked up all the lashes, I look to you for just the truth, do you blame me for the ashes?
It seems forever since we’ve reconciled, pause the play, still in denial, am I preaching to the choir as my lungs begin to tire?
Are these words even worth it? Am I repeating myself? Is the hole digging deeper? Am I misleading myself?
Am I esteemed in this hell? Am I alone in this shell? Is the world just collapsing and I’m too feebled to tell?
Is my Stockholm legit? Am I trapped with this shit? Am I nothing but a blind man in an emotional fit?
Do we deserve all that happened? Can’t curb the nightmares and heartache, it’s a saddening trial full of frightening heartbreak
Scared, I start to shake, thinking of time as it passes, what was then is now gone, what do I do with these ashes?
And so I crack, I shatter, hoping you’ve forgiven me, if love is all that matters then forever it’ll live in me
Pray you don’t belittle me, remember just a little me as I am told the blind unfolds and I see how small you’ve widdled me
But I can’t keep this resentment, we played the cards and tried our best, think of how much all this meant then, we flopped and seemed to fail the test
Should this all be pent then? I’m haunted by these choices, poetry in motion can’t calm down all these voices
Never am I free from them even in my slumber, the what if’s always multiply and leave me stuck with wonder
Did we snuff out this light with our powerful passion? You are still the world but now I am just the ashes.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zj9DcmQc...nsonnBeats
Yo hold up real quick because I swear this time is different, all I tried to do was care but you didn’t know the difference
The distance was a problem but I thought that we could make it, convinced we were unstoppable and nothing quite could shake it
Then as soon as we were into it there was fire, there were flurries, so caught up in our stress ‘cause we were basking in our worries
We both were executioners, the judges and the jury, that meant that sometimes sentences were based upon our fury
Misguided were our actions, thoughts and insecurities, divided into fractions, we fled into obscurity
As the center of my galaxy your memories are flashes ‘cause you torched down my world and left me standing in the ashes
Left with bitterness, disdainful, now even writing’s painful, bereft, I guess I sit through this feeling empty and ungrateful
Was the time we spent all wasteful, turn the cogs and change the rhythm, perhaps you were unfaithful, from my mind I’m never ridden
So it’s toxic and hateful, we’ve turned over the tables, awkwardness ensues, even consciences are shameful
But can there be recovery when love is something potent, so caught up in the moment that our regrets, they go unnoticed
Surely you must know this, I’m locked in this hypnosis, my hands are numb, my mind is blank, it’s impossible to focus
Heart and brain, it all detaches, I’ve soaked up all the lashes, I look to you for just the truth, do you blame me for the ashes?
It seems forever since we’ve reconciled, pause the play, still in denial, am I preaching to the choir as my lungs begin to tire?
Are these words even worth it? Am I repeating myself? Is the hole digging deeper? Am I misleading myself?
Am I esteemed in this hell? Am I alone in this shell? Is the world just collapsing and I’m too feebled to tell?
Is my Stockholm legit? Am I trapped with this shit? Am I nothing but a blind man in an emotional fit?
Do we deserve all that happened? Can’t curb the nightmares and heartache, it’s a saddening trial full of frightening heartbreak
Scared, I start to shake, thinking of time as it passes, what was then is now gone, what do I do with these ashes?
And so I crack, I shatter, hoping you’ve forgiven me, if love is all that matters then forever it’ll live in me
Pray you don’t belittle me, remember just a little me as I am told the blind unfolds and I see how small you’ve widdled me
But I can’t keep this resentment, we played the cards and tried our best, think of how much all this meant then, we flopped and seemed to fail the test
Should this all be pent then? I’m haunted by these choices, poetry in motion can’t calm down all these voices
Never am I free from them even in my slumber, the what if’s always multiply and leave me stuck with wonder
Did we snuff out this light with our powerful passion? You are still the world but now I am just the ashes.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zj9DcmQc...nsonnBeats
Forever?
Oh, my darling,
If only you could see what war has done to me.
Oh, my darling,
If only you could see what war has done to me.
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