Vented
One, two, I thought of you, three, four, opened the door, five, six, just need my fix, seven, eight, man, that’d be great..
Waking up these days is the hardest that it’s ever been, I started making ground but now I've spiraled back to this again
I must have missed it then, torn up by the discontent, wrote a thousand letters yet not a single one was sent
It’s tedious, a chore, just getting out of bed, like my covers are of iron thoroughly infused with lead
And I’ve been thinking of you and all the things that you said, but instead of seeking help I am writing this instead
I know it’s not a cure, I’m aware of what you’re telling me, but when music’s in your veins, the medicine’s the melody
Until there’s hell in me, nothing can bring the light, nothing can stop the tears, nothing can change the sight
When all that you can see is the worst case scenario, petrified by paranoia, clutching close a stereo
‘Cause deep in your head you wanna think it’ll fix you, so caught up in your fantasy when reality hits you
What you get out of life depends on what you give, you’re the farthest from dead, but you forgot how to live
Embroidered your confidence like a false bravado, incompetence and pain, yeah, remember the motto
“Living the dream”, cover the wound with some make-up, we can’t run from the past ‘till one of us wakes up
Bandages and gauze may slow up the clotting but it can’t save our relations when the inside is rotting
Like when you gathered our memories and doused them in kerosene, unconscious and comatose with a heart full of ketamine
Our emotions were soldiers waging war almost naturally, the walls that resulted due to the bodies of casualties
But from our battles and skirmishes the good was bereft, war doesn’t determine who is right, it decides who is left
In this no-man’s-land where is the compromise left to, I’m walking on glass with all these things that upset you
And I’ve never quite got you although you’ve always been mine, our bond has been weathered, tested, tattered with time
And no matter the crime we always cleaned up the scene, so if love is a fight, well then, what does this mean?
I never really understood the meaning of virtues, how are good and bad different if both of them hurt you?
Was this all just an act to give you something to poise in, or like an alcoholic coincidence, I was your poison?
Now we’re reaching for straws and trying to better our judgment, recognizing our flaws, have you parted the grudge yet?
I did look for some help, wrote an email and sent it, an appointment was set, then I went and I vented
I let everything out, crumbled the walls and the fortress, when nothing is hidden you start to see the true portraits
What if that is the purpose behind our qualms and our struggles, you need all of the pieces to complete all of the puzzles
We gave half, maybe less due to stress, I digress, but in order to assess this mess that we’re living in
We’ve gotta come to terms, if there’s a chance we must be giving it, if you can tell by just a glance then there’s no point in giving in.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Al1yVBcx8A0
One, two, I thought of you, three, four, opened the door, five, six, just need my fix, seven, eight, man, that’d be great..
Waking up these days is the hardest that it’s ever been, I started making ground but now I've spiraled back to this again
I must have missed it then, torn up by the discontent, wrote a thousand letters yet not a single one was sent
It’s tedious, a chore, just getting out of bed, like my covers are of iron thoroughly infused with lead
And I’ve been thinking of you and all the things that you said, but instead of seeking help I am writing this instead
I know it’s not a cure, I’m aware of what you’re telling me, but when music’s in your veins, the medicine’s the melody
Until there’s hell in me, nothing can bring the light, nothing can stop the tears, nothing can change the sight
When all that you can see is the worst case scenario, petrified by paranoia, clutching close a stereo
‘Cause deep in your head you wanna think it’ll fix you, so caught up in your fantasy when reality hits you
What you get out of life depends on what you give, you’re the farthest from dead, but you forgot how to live
Embroidered your confidence like a false bravado, incompetence and pain, yeah, remember the motto
“Living the dream”, cover the wound with some make-up, we can’t run from the past ‘till one of us wakes up
Bandages and gauze may slow up the clotting but it can’t save our relations when the inside is rotting
Like when you gathered our memories and doused them in kerosene, unconscious and comatose with a heart full of ketamine
Our emotions were soldiers waging war almost naturally, the walls that resulted due to the bodies of casualties
But from our battles and skirmishes the good was bereft, war doesn’t determine who is right, it decides who is left
In this no-man’s-land where is the compromise left to, I’m walking on glass with all these things that upset you
And I’ve never quite got you although you’ve always been mine, our bond has been weathered, tested, tattered with time
And no matter the crime we always cleaned up the scene, so if love is a fight, well then, what does this mean?
I never really understood the meaning of virtues, how are good and bad different if both of them hurt you?
Was this all just an act to give you something to poise in, or like an alcoholic coincidence, I was your poison?
Now we’re reaching for straws and trying to better our judgment, recognizing our flaws, have you parted the grudge yet?
I did look for some help, wrote an email and sent it, an appointment was set, then I went and I vented
I let everything out, crumbled the walls and the fortress, when nothing is hidden you start to see the true portraits
What if that is the purpose behind our qualms and our struggles, you need all of the pieces to complete all of the puzzles
We gave half, maybe less due to stress, I digress, but in order to assess this mess that we’re living in
We’ve gotta come to terms, if there’s a chance we must be giving it, if you can tell by just a glance then there’s no point in giving in.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Al1yVBcx8A0
Forever?
Oh, my darling,
If only you could see what war has done to me.
Oh, my darling,
If only you could see what war has done to me.
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