Troubles
The second captured is crucial, with thoughts I bear it unusual, I can't define my line of sight, but the answer's out there, it's truthful
Take moment, pause and breathe, with asthmatic lungs we cough and wheeze, sturdy walls and towered trees can't stop the force which brought the breeze
This weakness we call disease, deceased deceit, we beckon "please", criminal mind, they named me thief when my aching heart stole the beat
My life in my hand, responsible, found the trigger's poundage too hard to pull, funny how things can seem so full, then seize your heart and depart your soul
When strength has left, there's helplessness, we hope for peace but yell and twist, maybe with less selfishness we could see we need some help with this
Invincibility unfathomed, end of our wits but at least we had them, I can't speak for anyone but myself and my troubles have left me saddened
Adversity and difficulty, every mistake I've made still insults me, heart racing the clock held at full speed, but my pen and pad is all that consoles me
But even that in itself seems to be falling out of my reach, and my motivation is running dry in this river that's consumed by beach
When it comes to words, I stand, I teach, put heart in your music, I beseech, constantly contributing, don't allow yourself to be a leech
And I held that will with desperation, like a doctor's time with tested patience, haunted by a thousand lies home to just a couple faces
Betrayal hidden in a masquerade, afflicted by poison, it lasted days, things I've thought I've lacked to say but at least I made the bastard pay
Revenge had seemed so sweet, but the journey had left me sour, as I dug into my talent I got addicted to the power
And I found myself intoxicated, condescending, lost and hated, built upon like drugs, sedated, as every single thought invaded
Sitting here for hours only to draw up literally nothing, time is always ticking against me and I've found my mindset is less than trusting
Degraded like metal that's rusting, my creativity's all but suffering, wiping away the fog on the mirror, my future's unclear, it's buffering
Tripping over syllables like roots in a forest, why am I having these troubles, I'm hardly a tourist, veteran the same, richest to poorest, opened my plethora, shit's a Thesaurus
Anger the taurus, charge like a bull, insatiably hungry, I strive to be full, but that's hard to be sought, harder when fought, can't throw away talent, it's all that I've got
But at the same time its my crutch, this music is where I vent, and I'm finding it healthier to channel it than allowing it to be pent
With confidence I am dignified, propelled by passion, the stigma lied, I have nothing left to boast besides so why not let the host decide?
Enduring nights and I'm dreading mornings, I have my own way of giving warnings, ego turns upon itself and the worst of me is forming
Yet all of it is minuscule compared to where I started, friends old and new have come abroad but I cherish some I parted
Some bonds you just can't get back, burned bridges just can't be fixed, if I relay my thoughts on the situation I'd say that they are mixed
Some of those fuckers abandoned me and I curse them for how they did it, if they knew my trials and tribulations they would have stayed around and stuck with it
I know that things ain't been the smoothest, but I'm married to the music, I say, I Do this, I don't have to lie, I know what the truth is, so trust me when I say I'll get us through this
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The second captured is crucial, with thoughts I bear it unusual, I can't define my line of sight, but the answer's out there, it's truthful
Take moment, pause and breathe, with asthmatic lungs we cough and wheeze, sturdy walls and towered trees can't stop the force which brought the breeze
This weakness we call disease, deceased deceit, we beckon "please", criminal mind, they named me thief when my aching heart stole the beat
My life in my hand, responsible, found the trigger's poundage too hard to pull, funny how things can seem so full, then seize your heart and depart your soul
When strength has left, there's helplessness, we hope for peace but yell and twist, maybe with less selfishness we could see we need some help with this
Invincibility unfathomed, end of our wits but at least we had them, I can't speak for anyone but myself and my troubles have left me saddened
Adversity and difficulty, every mistake I've made still insults me, heart racing the clock held at full speed, but my pen and pad is all that consoles me
But even that in itself seems to be falling out of my reach, and my motivation is running dry in this river that's consumed by beach
When it comes to words, I stand, I teach, put heart in your music, I beseech, constantly contributing, don't allow yourself to be a leech
And I held that will with desperation, like a doctor's time with tested patience, haunted by a thousand lies home to just a couple faces
Betrayal hidden in a masquerade, afflicted by poison, it lasted days, things I've thought I've lacked to say but at least I made the bastard pay
Revenge had seemed so sweet, but the journey had left me sour, as I dug into my talent I got addicted to the power
And I found myself intoxicated, condescending, lost and hated, built upon like drugs, sedated, as every single thought invaded
Sitting here for hours only to draw up literally nothing, time is always ticking against me and I've found my mindset is less than trusting
Degraded like metal that's rusting, my creativity's all but suffering, wiping away the fog on the mirror, my future's unclear, it's buffering
Tripping over syllables like roots in a forest, why am I having these troubles, I'm hardly a tourist, veteran the same, richest to poorest, opened my plethora, shit's a Thesaurus
Anger the taurus, charge like a bull, insatiably hungry, I strive to be full, but that's hard to be sought, harder when fought, can't throw away talent, it's all that I've got
But at the same time its my crutch, this music is where I vent, and I'm finding it healthier to channel it than allowing it to be pent
With confidence I am dignified, propelled by passion, the stigma lied, I have nothing left to boast besides so why not let the host decide?
Enduring nights and I'm dreading mornings, I have my own way of giving warnings, ego turns upon itself and the worst of me is forming
Yet all of it is minuscule compared to where I started, friends old and new have come abroad but I cherish some I parted
Some bonds you just can't get back, burned bridges just can't be fixed, if I relay my thoughts on the situation I'd say that they are mixed
Some of those fuckers abandoned me and I curse them for how they did it, if they knew my trials and tribulations they would have stayed around and stuck with it
I know that things ain't been the smoothest, but I'm married to the music, I say, I Do this, I don't have to lie, I know what the truth is, so trust me when I say I'll get us through this
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Forever?
Oh, my darling,
If only you could see what war has done to me.
Oh, my darling,
If only you could see what war has done to me.
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