Memories
We sail on tides but on different ships, engrossed by memories we reminisce, at times we loved, we even kissed, but I'd rather be lost and never missed
Like an image fading yet still was captured, I recall the times where I all but had her, and you looked at me then with glassy eyes, because my ship it seemed had become capsized
And we cut our ties like these waves left broken, I saw instant regret and your words were choking, I'd hate to bet where you're going to go when our lives have halted by this single moment
I swallowed my pride and these mistakes, I owned 'em, these fights inside, it's time I showed 'em, doesn't really matter if I voiced or wrote 'em 'cause this ball and chain, I've gotta tote 'em
Like a totem in my hand, dark skies, black magic, trying to find the right path and the time to match it, whether you love or hate me, avoid me or bait me, it's time for us to bury the hatchet
'Cause I'm sick of you bringing it overhead and swinging it, aiming at my heart in spite of never winning it, it's not my fault that you're not the one, but I accept the blame 'cause you're pinning it
But I know the truth and I'm gritting my teeth, you gave the most and I returned the least, it's not safe to say when it's gonna cease because I can't control this inner beast
I know I'm distanced and I have these problems, but at least I'm honest enough to say I've got 'em, you're far from perfect and I'm hardly worth it, but connect the dots when you plot 'em
If I'm oh-so toxic, even heartless, would you mind telling me what the hardest part is, burdening you? Or letting you go? The grid's irrational as the chart is
But suddenly I was swarmed with pain, frustration, confused and bitter from insane sensations, how can I try to collect my thoughts when you break my concentration?
Everything's a problem, everything's an issue, but the catalyst I've found always is you, you're pulling me in while pushing away, I don't know how I can assist you
I don't know what to do, but I can't run away, it's against my philosophy, so I must stay, and if that means it'll eventually decay then I guess that's the price you've forced us to pay
The brick and mortar is collecting dust, these walls stand tall, and well, they must, how can you expect to have my heart when you haven't even earned my trust?
You didn't wanna hear that and I wish it wasn't true, and we both have to work this, the world isn't you, I'm not trying to be rude, I'm just speaking my mind, you'll find it's what I do
I'm not afraid of reality or the crossed out "me" trails, you hear things fall apart and it's always 'cause He fails, what happened to "we" fails? Well, let's look at the details
Perhaps the root of the problem is these fucked up females, but I'm sick of these issues and the things that brought 'em, you burned his escape and then turned and fought him
With no where to go, what else could he do? Abandoned, erased, the toxin is YOU, yet he is the demon and you are the angel, a facade I can see right through
There's a crack in your mask and I can see your twisted smile, with that halo ringed around your neck you're pissed and in denial, then you tried to rid these memories, scorched and burned the files while I held onto the picture frames and kept a separate pile
I lost my cool there but I got it back, took a deep breath, put myself on track, stopped myself from going too far because we're all responsible for who we are
But it's the end of the road and we're both looking down, wishing again we had the other around, no grudges were held but our hearts yet still pound, waiting for presence and each others' sound
This story is written in chains, trapped in by Stockholm, addicted to pain, we could come together and promise to change, repressing the truth that it's never the same
And maybe that's for the better, our relations, the hardest of weather, or perhaps it's a just endeavor when I can look back and remember the place where I met her
How we were--how did it come to this? There was a time our romance could rival bliss, inadequacy, an agony cyst, but I'd rather suffer than force my fist
Those circumstances have never changed, assault the plot, we turn the page, weary from these wars we wage, memories trapped in every cage
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dCaQfs4UoS8
We sail on tides but on different ships, engrossed by memories we reminisce, at times we loved, we even kissed, but I'd rather be lost and never missed
Like an image fading yet still was captured, I recall the times where I all but had her, and you looked at me then with glassy eyes, because my ship it seemed had become capsized
And we cut our ties like these waves left broken, I saw instant regret and your words were choking, I'd hate to bet where you're going to go when our lives have halted by this single moment
I swallowed my pride and these mistakes, I owned 'em, these fights inside, it's time I showed 'em, doesn't really matter if I voiced or wrote 'em 'cause this ball and chain, I've gotta tote 'em
Like a totem in my hand, dark skies, black magic, trying to find the right path and the time to match it, whether you love or hate me, avoid me or bait me, it's time for us to bury the hatchet
'Cause I'm sick of you bringing it overhead and swinging it, aiming at my heart in spite of never winning it, it's not my fault that you're not the one, but I accept the blame 'cause you're pinning it
But I know the truth and I'm gritting my teeth, you gave the most and I returned the least, it's not safe to say when it's gonna cease because I can't control this inner beast
I know I'm distanced and I have these problems, but at least I'm honest enough to say I've got 'em, you're far from perfect and I'm hardly worth it, but connect the dots when you plot 'em
If I'm oh-so toxic, even heartless, would you mind telling me what the hardest part is, burdening you? Or letting you go? The grid's irrational as the chart is
But suddenly I was swarmed with pain, frustration, confused and bitter from insane sensations, how can I try to collect my thoughts when you break my concentration?
Everything's a problem, everything's an issue, but the catalyst I've found always is you, you're pulling me in while pushing away, I don't know how I can assist you
I don't know what to do, but I can't run away, it's against my philosophy, so I must stay, and if that means it'll eventually decay then I guess that's the price you've forced us to pay
The brick and mortar is collecting dust, these walls stand tall, and well, they must, how can you expect to have my heart when you haven't even earned my trust?
You didn't wanna hear that and I wish it wasn't true, and we both have to work this, the world isn't you, I'm not trying to be rude, I'm just speaking my mind, you'll find it's what I do
I'm not afraid of reality or the crossed out "me" trails, you hear things fall apart and it's always 'cause He fails, what happened to "we" fails? Well, let's look at the details
Perhaps the root of the problem is these fucked up females, but I'm sick of these issues and the things that brought 'em, you burned his escape and then turned and fought him
With no where to go, what else could he do? Abandoned, erased, the toxin is YOU, yet he is the demon and you are the angel, a facade I can see right through
There's a crack in your mask and I can see your twisted smile, with that halo ringed around your neck you're pissed and in denial, then you tried to rid these memories, scorched and burned the files while I held onto the picture frames and kept a separate pile
I lost my cool there but I got it back, took a deep breath, put myself on track, stopped myself from going too far because we're all responsible for who we are
But it's the end of the road and we're both looking down, wishing again we had the other around, no grudges were held but our hearts yet still pound, waiting for presence and each others' sound
This story is written in chains, trapped in by Stockholm, addicted to pain, we could come together and promise to change, repressing the truth that it's never the same
And maybe that's for the better, our relations, the hardest of weather, or perhaps it's a just endeavor when I can look back and remember the place where I met her
How we were--how did it come to this? There was a time our romance could rival bliss, inadequacy, an agony cyst, but I'd rather suffer than force my fist
Those circumstances have never changed, assault the plot, we turn the page, weary from these wars we wage, memories trapped in every cage
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dCaQfs4UoS8
Forever?
Oh, my darling,
If only you could see what war has done to me.
Oh, my darling,
If only you could see what war has done to me.
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