Agony
In one second I was fine, there was nothing there but shine, but all of the scenery changed when that knife sunk into my spine
And I screamed out in anguish, this wasn't a game, but I was played, and now I understand how it feels to actually be betrayed
And no lie it's a feeling that I would have loved to have lost, I wouldn't have squared up on that boss if I knew that this was the cost
I'm throwing the towel in, it's not worth it, I'm just DONE, I know I'm not one to shun, But I thought that you were THE ONE
I thought I was mad before, but now there's hatred burning deeper, and it's impossible to evade it because this cliff is getting steeper
And I'm convinced by my thoughts that this has become a lost cause, if I could have fit your neck in my maw, I would have crushed it with my jaws
And I know that by the latest, I'm not sane, I'm a sadist, if I couldn't write about what hate is, then I would have gone on my hiatus
I wouldn't have come back, and man I swear, that's the truth, next time she says that she loves me, I'm gonna ask her, WHERE'S THE PROOF?
I've fallen to my knees and my heart is upon the floor, you said you'd tear down my wall, but now it's higher than ever before
I'm gripping at my hair and I'm watching the people stare, and you might say I'm being unfair, but now I tell you, I DON'T CARE
I'm causing a scare from how unstable that I may seem, but now I'll show you the beauty of creating a nightmare from a dream
I'm the God of this realm and you can do anything else but stand it, you held my heart in your palm, now I'm telling you to unhand it
It's like there's knives in my stomach, you've left me feeling so twisted, now I'm feeling the aftermath and damage that one wish did
Is it too late for me to repent where I've gone and where I've went, asking you for two cents, was the effort wasted I spent?
I thought that there was a bond and that my arms were holding it strongly, I would have held you 'till the end, but then you had to go and wrong me
And now my faith has faded and you've left me solely jaded, I had one layer of trust, and you managed to have flayed it
You fooled me under your shroud, faking sorry, are you proud? You once were an individual, now you're a face among the crowd
Despite all of the deepness, enter our thoughts, enter the sequence, and though you've left me speechless I would never expose your secrets
With all these wounds that you've tore into me, I guess pain now just don't mean shit to me, simply, or simply be I would rather just write a symphony
Since I've been taken off my feet I guess that writing's my only outlet, but the pain is not the same, that's why I say don't worry about it
But how can you put a front up and pretend that you are caring, I thought the love between us was special, but I guess that you were sharing
Started a feeling in the pit of my stomach that has left me feeling sick, and I guess the time is counting down 'till I'll become another prick
Bottom line the truth is that I'm lucky I'm still living, and I've put a cap on my passion that I'm reluctant now of giving
I figured we were something, but then I found the truth and it saddened me, even if you were my Goddess, you became the source of my agony
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q9d_qeEFvU4
In one second I was fine, there was nothing there but shine, but all of the scenery changed when that knife sunk into my spine
And I screamed out in anguish, this wasn't a game, but I was played, and now I understand how it feels to actually be betrayed
And no lie it's a feeling that I would have loved to have lost, I wouldn't have squared up on that boss if I knew that this was the cost
I'm throwing the towel in, it's not worth it, I'm just DONE, I know I'm not one to shun, But I thought that you were THE ONE
I thought I was mad before, but now there's hatred burning deeper, and it's impossible to evade it because this cliff is getting steeper
And I'm convinced by my thoughts that this has become a lost cause, if I could have fit your neck in my maw, I would have crushed it with my jaws
And I know that by the latest, I'm not sane, I'm a sadist, if I couldn't write about what hate is, then I would have gone on my hiatus
I wouldn't have come back, and man I swear, that's the truth, next time she says that she loves me, I'm gonna ask her, WHERE'S THE PROOF?
I've fallen to my knees and my heart is upon the floor, you said you'd tear down my wall, but now it's higher than ever before
I'm gripping at my hair and I'm watching the people stare, and you might say I'm being unfair, but now I tell you, I DON'T CARE
I'm causing a scare from how unstable that I may seem, but now I'll show you the beauty of creating a nightmare from a dream
I'm the God of this realm and you can do anything else but stand it, you held my heart in your palm, now I'm telling you to unhand it
It's like there's knives in my stomach, you've left me feeling so twisted, now I'm feeling the aftermath and damage that one wish did
Is it too late for me to repent where I've gone and where I've went, asking you for two cents, was the effort wasted I spent?
I thought that there was a bond and that my arms were holding it strongly, I would have held you 'till the end, but then you had to go and wrong me
And now my faith has faded and you've left me solely jaded, I had one layer of trust, and you managed to have flayed it
You fooled me under your shroud, faking sorry, are you proud? You once were an individual, now you're a face among the crowd
Despite all of the deepness, enter our thoughts, enter the sequence, and though you've left me speechless I would never expose your secrets
With all these wounds that you've tore into me, I guess pain now just don't mean shit to me, simply, or simply be I would rather just write a symphony
Since I've been taken off my feet I guess that writing's my only outlet, but the pain is not the same, that's why I say don't worry about it
But how can you put a front up and pretend that you are caring, I thought the love between us was special, but I guess that you were sharing
Started a feeling in the pit of my stomach that has left me feeling sick, and I guess the time is counting down 'till I'll become another prick
Bottom line the truth is that I'm lucky I'm still living, and I've put a cap on my passion that I'm reluctant now of giving
I figured we were something, but then I found the truth and it saddened me, even if you were my Goddess, you became the source of my agony
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q9d_qeEFvU4
Forever?
Oh, my darling,
If only you could see what war has done to me.
Oh, my darling,
If only you could see what war has done to me.
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