Thoughts
Let's travel in the back of my thoughts where all of the pain's stowed, you can't walk it off if you keep walkin' the same road,
I find myself trapped in this recycling same route, like the gun's locked and loaded, but the frame just won't shoot,
I'm not speaking of a film, man, this is real life, I can't do it on my own, Dad, I need some advice,
But I know that there is a continent of space that lies between us, I remember all our good times, man you shoulda' seen us,
I swear that there were moments where we were really happy, and I don't care anymore that there were times where you were snappy,
'Cause you are still my father and know that I am here for you, and know that all my life I've just wanted to be dear to you
And I'm sorry that I don't call or even send a message, but I've gotta piece myself together, it's like it's a presage
I'm not thinking of Heaven man, it's just all this Hell shit, it's hard to ask for help without sounding so selfish,
And how could I justify being a leader when I appear to be a pathetic victim advocate of fear
But don't feel sorry for me, this isn't a pity show, I'm just revealing some shit that I think you should really know
And that is that I'm well aware I am far from perfect, I may seem egotistical, but that's just on the surface,
There's a storm brewing, yeah, it ruptures my insides, I'm lost in the sea, can't come in on the high tides
These are my thoughts and they are my prison, a grudge match with myself 'cause I've never forgiven
And that is why I'm askin' for aid in this situation, but I have hesitation, don't wanna fall prey to dissertation,
There's this feeling in the pit of my stomach, I find it sickening, everything's going too fast, my thoughts are quickening
I see all of their happiness and I burn inside with jealousy, how can one capture another's heart so breathlessly
I don't understand and I'm overwhelmed with bitterness, isn't there some form of fate to give me deliverance?
I keep walking back and forth and thinking the same thing, that no matter how hard I try I can't get over this pain thing
They say that minds are treasure troves, they're worth a fortune, but whenever I enter mine I just leave feeling tortured
It's not fair, I don't care, I'm fucking sick of this despair, for once I'd like to find someone who might actually care
'Cause these thoughts, they're ringing, I block them out by singing, leave me spinning, no winning, pissed off and swinging
But at nothing 'cause in reality nobody's really there, I swear I tried to call for help but my words were lost in air
And it feels like I'm choking because I can hardly breathe, these thoughts refuse to leave me and I fall apart, I seethe,
I'm not gonna stand here and act like I'm desperate, but if you wanna help me out, you can be my guest, that's it
You can stand there and say that change'll never exist, but remember the devil's an angel, will you really persist?
My mind's a space to fill in, a place where I can kill in, how could I be the Hero when I'm already the Villain?
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Let's travel in the back of my thoughts where all of the pain's stowed, you can't walk it off if you keep walkin' the same road,
I find myself trapped in this recycling same route, like the gun's locked and loaded, but the frame just won't shoot,
I'm not speaking of a film, man, this is real life, I can't do it on my own, Dad, I need some advice,
But I know that there is a continent of space that lies between us, I remember all our good times, man you shoulda' seen us,
I swear that there were moments where we were really happy, and I don't care anymore that there were times where you were snappy,
'Cause you are still my father and know that I am here for you, and know that all my life I've just wanted to be dear to you
And I'm sorry that I don't call or even send a message, but I've gotta piece myself together, it's like it's a presage
I'm not thinking of Heaven man, it's just all this Hell shit, it's hard to ask for help without sounding so selfish,
And how could I justify being a leader when I appear to be a pathetic victim advocate of fear
But don't feel sorry for me, this isn't a pity show, I'm just revealing some shit that I think you should really know
And that is that I'm well aware I am far from perfect, I may seem egotistical, but that's just on the surface,
There's a storm brewing, yeah, it ruptures my insides, I'm lost in the sea, can't come in on the high tides
These are my thoughts and they are my prison, a grudge match with myself 'cause I've never forgiven
And that is why I'm askin' for aid in this situation, but I have hesitation, don't wanna fall prey to dissertation,
There's this feeling in the pit of my stomach, I find it sickening, everything's going too fast, my thoughts are quickening
I see all of their happiness and I burn inside with jealousy, how can one capture another's heart so breathlessly
I don't understand and I'm overwhelmed with bitterness, isn't there some form of fate to give me deliverance?
I keep walking back and forth and thinking the same thing, that no matter how hard I try I can't get over this pain thing
They say that minds are treasure troves, they're worth a fortune, but whenever I enter mine I just leave feeling tortured
It's not fair, I don't care, I'm fucking sick of this despair, for once I'd like to find someone who might actually care
'Cause these thoughts, they're ringing, I block them out by singing, leave me spinning, no winning, pissed off and swinging
But at nothing 'cause in reality nobody's really there, I swear I tried to call for help but my words were lost in air
And it feels like I'm choking because I can hardly breathe, these thoughts refuse to leave me and I fall apart, I seethe,
I'm not gonna stand here and act like I'm desperate, but if you wanna help me out, you can be my guest, that's it
You can stand there and say that change'll never exist, but remember the devil's an angel, will you really persist?
My mind's a space to fill in, a place where I can kill in, how could I be the Hero when I'm already the Villain?
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Forever?
Oh, my darling,
If only you could see what war has done to me.
Oh, my darling,
If only you could see what war has done to me.
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