Stay shut. Stay. Shut.
Emotions—pressure—cracks—breakingbreakingbreaking—no! Separate. Stay separate. Not mine!
One desperate order came after another as the voice continued, as the emotions continued to assail her and threatened to tear at the very fabric of all that she held together. A hand reached, flattening against the wall to her left as she stumbled. Her jaw clenched, teeth grinding once before she coughed a breath and dropped her head. Nails dug into wood, scraping as she made a sound.
By Draco… it ached… something else, not just him, but a pains he had felt since… No, gods no. Stopstopstop, she ordered—pleaded within her own mind as a pricking of tears came to the corners of her eyes without her permission or consent.
“Stop…” she breathed, voice strained and laden with an uncharacteristic whine. “I beg you…” She could hear them. Some part of her could, but his voice overshadowed all--that damning pain she knew all too well and tried night after endless night to forget—had eventually been unable to and merely forced herself to become numb and move on. A pain worse than all others; a pain that had once made her want to draw her weapon along her stomach; a pain that…
“Broke me… that is the phrase you are looking for.”
Shut up. She forced it all back—back into the box even as the contents spilled over and mixed with the other things she felt fully. She couldn’t—wouldn’t—lose control. Refused to. Absolutely refused to. Not here. Anywhere but here.
“Please…” she whispered next; not to the duo, but rather to the other in her head. The one she felt but did not understand—the one who cried at her and lashed like the burning pit of hell.
Emotions—pressure—cracks—breakingbreakingbreaking—no! Separate. Stay separate. Not mine!
One desperate order came after another as the voice continued, as the emotions continued to assail her and threatened to tear at the very fabric of all that she held together. A hand reached, flattening against the wall to her left as she stumbled. Her jaw clenched, teeth grinding once before she coughed a breath and dropped her head. Nails dug into wood, scraping as she made a sound.
By Draco… it ached… something else, not just him, but a pains he had felt since… No, gods no. Stopstopstop, she ordered—pleaded within her own mind as a pricking of tears came to the corners of her eyes without her permission or consent.
“Stop…” she breathed, voice strained and laden with an uncharacteristic whine. “I beg you…” She could hear them. Some part of her could, but his voice overshadowed all--that damning pain she knew all too well and tried night after endless night to forget—had eventually been unable to and merely forced herself to become numb and move on. A pain worse than all others; a pain that had once made her want to draw her weapon along her stomach; a pain that…
“Broke me… that is the phrase you are looking for.”
Shut up. She forced it all back—back into the box even as the contents spilled over and mixed with the other things she felt fully. She couldn’t—wouldn’t—lose control. Refused to. Absolutely refused to. Not here. Anywhere but here.
“Please…” she whispered next; not to the duo, but rather to the other in her head. The one she felt but did not understand—the one who cried at her and lashed like the burning pit of hell.
Sometimes I feel like a girl~... sometimes I don't~
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