"Alright, sorry," she said with a sigh. Was this what it was like dealing with her? Probably. But it was whatever, so what if he didn't believe the King? She did, and she was one of the people who could give him 'intimacy' or whatever in the first place. She could just go ahead and do the things that would make him feel better, and he could go on believing he was a perfectly ordinary human who just had horns. It was his business if he wanted to have a complex. She'd just found out she was a soul vulture or something. She could relate.
Hmm... what would be the easiest way to apply affection to the situation? He was injured and also taking up most of the bed, which was surely the biggest one they had to begin with. She opted for staying on the floor, her upper half leaning onto the bed. She put his hand in her hair so he could idly play with it while she talked, if he wanted, and laid against his upper arm. She would be able to go in for emergency kisses as needed, from here. This could work.
"Let's start with th' easy stuff an' good news," she decided. "As I mentioned, the King isn't gonna kill me an' also I'm gonna rejoin the King's Guard. Or join it for the first time. I'm not sure; there's gonna be a lot of paperwork, proly. So. Not all good news, there, but like, it'll be mostly Grilka's problem, right?" She decided to skip over the favor she now owed em. That was her own problem. "On the less great side o' things, I think we need to have a Serious Talk About Our Feelin's." The capitalization was inherent in her tone, and her own feelings on the matter were clear from the way she rolled her eyes. "I know, but look, I think you might be as bad as I am about this." She poked him gently in the side. "I'll go first, but only cause yer hurt. Please take advantage of this moment, I'm never gonna be this agreeable again for th' rest of our natural lives."
Why was this harder than telling all that stuff to the King had been? Why was this the hardest thing ever when she'd already said it like, twice?
"I'm... in love with you, I guess," she said, rapidly turning crimson. Wasn't talking about your feelings supposed to feel good? This was mortifying. No wonder she never did this. "An' I'm like, as sure as I can be that it's totally unrelated to th' circumstances of my, uh... Th' circumstances of my situation fer the last year-ish. But if that makes you uncomfortable, I get it, it's pretty fucked up. Supremely fucked up, t'be honest."
Hmm... what would be the easiest way to apply affection to the situation? He was injured and also taking up most of the bed, which was surely the biggest one they had to begin with. She opted for staying on the floor, her upper half leaning onto the bed. She put his hand in her hair so he could idly play with it while she talked, if he wanted, and laid against his upper arm. She would be able to go in for emergency kisses as needed, from here. This could work.
"Let's start with th' easy stuff an' good news," she decided. "As I mentioned, the King isn't gonna kill me an' also I'm gonna rejoin the King's Guard. Or join it for the first time. I'm not sure; there's gonna be a lot of paperwork, proly. So. Not all good news, there, but like, it'll be mostly Grilka's problem, right?" She decided to skip over the favor she now owed em. That was her own problem. "On the less great side o' things, I think we need to have a Serious Talk About Our Feelin's." The capitalization was inherent in her tone, and her own feelings on the matter were clear from the way she rolled her eyes. "I know, but look, I think you might be as bad as I am about this." She poked him gently in the side. "I'll go first, but only cause yer hurt. Please take advantage of this moment, I'm never gonna be this agreeable again for th' rest of our natural lives."
Why was this harder than telling all that stuff to the King had been? Why was this the hardest thing ever when she'd already said it like, twice?
"I'm... in love with you, I guess," she said, rapidly turning crimson. Wasn't talking about your feelings supposed to feel good? This was mortifying. No wonder she never did this. "An' I'm like, as sure as I can be that it's totally unrelated to th' circumstances of my, uh... Th' circumstances of my situation fer the last year-ish. But if that makes you uncomfortable, I get it, it's pretty fucked up. Supremely fucked up, t'be honest."
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