The hand that she snubbed fell back to his side and he found that self-consciously shoving his hands down into his pockets helped the sting of that a little bit.
“I know, I wasn’t honest.” He said quietly validating the complaint she made against him. He moved a step closer and his hopeful hand made a reappearance. Instead of offering to take her hand her turned her face back towards his. That sniffle and the way she spoke...he knew he had broken her heart.
“I’m sorry, that wasn’t my intention. I hid it from you because I didn’t want you to be upset. I thought we could spend the last few days together without the specter of my departure hanging over us.” He was pleading with her to understand his side.
He took his hand away from her face and let it fall limp at his side. “I didn’t get what I wanted,” he countered with a slight bite in his voice. “I got reprimanded, Julianna. For my behavior with you. For failing to deliver what the CAF wanted. My job has been at stake this whole time and I never pressured you. I’ve been walking this line between trying to maintain whatever this is, and keeping the CAF at bay, and giving you the time you need to negotiate. And not letting all of that pollute our relation - friendship. And what did I get for it? A dressing down by my superior officer and an angry Queen.”
He could feel himself growing angry with her and he raised his voice somewhat. “It was you who got everything you wanted. You’ve come out on top looking like a strategic genius who used a horny sailor to her advantage.”
His accusations died down and he was the one looking away. He shook his head and passed his tongue over his lower lip. “I don’t regret the way I spent my time here. I’d do it just the same. Except I would have told you immediately upon receiving the missive that I had to go.” He trailed off for a moment. “I was going to write to you from the Desdemona. But maybe you’d rather not hear from me after this.”
“I know, I wasn’t honest.” He said quietly validating the complaint she made against him. He moved a step closer and his hopeful hand made a reappearance. Instead of offering to take her hand her turned her face back towards his. That sniffle and the way she spoke...he knew he had broken her heart.
“I’m sorry, that wasn’t my intention. I hid it from you because I didn’t want you to be upset. I thought we could spend the last few days together without the specter of my departure hanging over us.” He was pleading with her to understand his side.
He took his hand away from her face and let it fall limp at his side. “I didn’t get what I wanted,” he countered with a slight bite in his voice. “I got reprimanded, Julianna. For my behavior with you. For failing to deliver what the CAF wanted. My job has been at stake this whole time and I never pressured you. I’ve been walking this line between trying to maintain whatever this is, and keeping the CAF at bay, and giving you the time you need to negotiate. And not letting all of that pollute our relation - friendship. And what did I get for it? A dressing down by my superior officer and an angry Queen.”
He could feel himself growing angry with her and he raised his voice somewhat. “It was you who got everything you wanted. You’ve come out on top looking like a strategic genius who used a horny sailor to her advantage.”
His accusations died down and he was the one looking away. He shook his head and passed his tongue over his lower lip. “I don’t regret the way I spent my time here. I’d do it just the same. Except I would have told you immediately upon receiving the missive that I had to go.” He trailed off for a moment. “I was going to write to you from the Desdemona. But maybe you’d rather not hear from me after this.”
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