Knuckles against her chin brought forth too many memories and her eyes fell away from him. She knew the silent question he was asking, but she didn’t answer. Her bottom lips was pulled between her teeth and she worried at it gently with her elongated canines.
Anita was suddenly unconcerned with her estranged uncle Elliot or the circumstances of her father’s resurrection. She looked at her own watch, instinctively. Both of her parents had worn watches. Between Owen’s job and all of their busy schedules the constant keeping of time had seemed important back then. Now her timepiece was just expensive and flashy. She was suddenly consumed with the information that he had been at Cain’s at least once, a week ago and no one had told her. She ducked out from beneath Owen’s arm, backing away from him and back into the hall. She adjusted her jacket- his jacket- over her shoulders and the too big sleeves fell over her fingers.
If she'd had her mother’s ears they would be pinned to her hair. Instead she cocked her head, mixed emotions playing on her features. Confused and hurt, she looked around like someone who was trying to find somewhere to go. A way to escape.
Who else knew and had kept the secret from her? Obviously Cain. What about Keiavan? Aunt Aphrodite? An anger was welling in the pit of her stomach; the feeling she got when she didn’t know what to do with her other feelings. Too much time spent pushing them to the back of her mind, too much time smoking them away.
“No one told me,” she said, the way she scanned her immediate surroundings was too reminiscent of Julianna looking for a shadow to flee too. “No one told me,” she repeated with a sharp inhale. One quick breath, and then another, her chest rising and falling as if she were on the verge of hyperventilating. Anita pressed her back against the wall, she slid down it until she was sitting on the floor. She brought her knees to her chest to rest her arms on top of them, hiding the bottom of her face. She was closing herself off to him, she had never done that before. She internalized all of her questions and all of her self-loathing.
This was her fault after all. She’d done this to herself.
Anita was suddenly unconcerned with her estranged uncle Elliot or the circumstances of her father’s resurrection. She looked at her own watch, instinctively. Both of her parents had worn watches. Between Owen’s job and all of their busy schedules the constant keeping of time had seemed important back then. Now her timepiece was just expensive and flashy. She was suddenly consumed with the information that he had been at Cain’s at least once, a week ago and no one had told her. She ducked out from beneath Owen’s arm, backing away from him and back into the hall. She adjusted her jacket- his jacket- over her shoulders and the too big sleeves fell over her fingers.
If she'd had her mother’s ears they would be pinned to her hair. Instead she cocked her head, mixed emotions playing on her features. Confused and hurt, she looked around like someone who was trying to find somewhere to go. A way to escape.
Who else knew and had kept the secret from her? Obviously Cain. What about Keiavan? Aunt Aphrodite? An anger was welling in the pit of her stomach; the feeling she got when she didn’t know what to do with her other feelings. Too much time spent pushing them to the back of her mind, too much time smoking them away.
“No one told me,” she said, the way she scanned her immediate surroundings was too reminiscent of Julianna looking for a shadow to flee too. “No one told me,” she repeated with a sharp inhale. One quick breath, and then another, her chest rising and falling as if she were on the verge of hyperventilating. Anita pressed her back against the wall, she slid down it until she was sitting on the floor. She brought her knees to her chest to rest her arms on top of them, hiding the bottom of her face. She was closing herself off to him, she had never done that before. She internalized all of her questions and all of her self-loathing.
This was her fault after all. She’d done this to herself.
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