"It's not your company, that I don't enjoy. I just don't know anything about you." It was not quite an explanation to anyone who wasn't himself. He did not elaborate. Grayson didn't know how to talk to her, or what to talk about. He didn't know what she liked or disliked, or if she had any unusual triggers. Not knowing things made him uncomfortable, to say the least and it was a wonder he got along with anyone at all. Harding and Rivers were the only people he actually talked to outside of a work setting, but that wasn't exactly an impressive milestone.
"I am perfectly capable of socializing," he lied. She wasn't wrong about being on call, or working late. He tried to be one of those things constantly to avoid any awkward interpersonal obligations. His husband had been the social butterfly, and Grayson had been more than willing to tag along and be the arm candy for as long as it had made the other man happy. It hadn't been enough, apparently, and Grayson was left with a circle of 'friends' that blamed him for something he'd had no control over. Which only added to his unwillingness to make an effort.
He watched her fidget, and tried not to frown. "If you don't want to wear it, take it off." He had taken the statement into deep consideration before uttering it. A part of him felt like hr wouldn't be lucky enough for her to traipse off to the guestroom to remove it without his presence, but he was a grown man and at the very least he could handle one naked woman.
"How are you planning to do that? In one of my sweaters? With what money? You're just going to walk barefoot to the store?" He would guess that he already knew the answers to a few of the questions. That did not stop him from asking more, or pointing out other general flaws. "I live in the suburbs. The nearest store that would be open is still all the way back in the city. What if something happens to you?"
He had not meant to say that last one out loud.
"I am perfectly capable of socializing," he lied. She wasn't wrong about being on call, or working late. He tried to be one of those things constantly to avoid any awkward interpersonal obligations. His husband had been the social butterfly, and Grayson had been more than willing to tag along and be the arm candy for as long as it had made the other man happy. It hadn't been enough, apparently, and Grayson was left with a circle of 'friends' that blamed him for something he'd had no control over. Which only added to his unwillingness to make an effort.
He watched her fidget, and tried not to frown. "If you don't want to wear it, take it off." He had taken the statement into deep consideration before uttering it. A part of him felt like hr wouldn't be lucky enough for her to traipse off to the guestroom to remove it without his presence, but he was a grown man and at the very least he could handle one naked woman.
"How are you planning to do that? In one of my sweaters? With what money? You're just going to walk barefoot to the store?" He would guess that he already knew the answers to a few of the questions. That did not stop him from asking more, or pointing out other general flaws. "I live in the suburbs. The nearest store that would be open is still all the way back in the city. What if something happens to you?"
He had not meant to say that last one out loud.
I fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) I want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true) and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you.
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