Gareth focused on the pain to distract from the churning in his stomach.
"He wasn't," he insisted. "I'm your manager. He reports to me. I was well within my rights because. I earned them. I can lose them. I'm trusted to not do anything I shouldn't. I can do as I see fit because. Things don't usually get that far." Which was probably wrong and he probably should have lost those privileges but here they were and he couldn't bring himself to turn around. It hurt too much.
"I'm not—six years. I was there every day for six years. Micromanaging." He wanted her to understand that this wasn't blind trust or naiveté on his part, that whatever this was, it was something else. Or maybe he just didn't want it to be his fault. "I didn't need to anymore. It was... working."
He swallowed bile.
"When you joined," he said. "When you signed the contract." He paused.
The fucking contract.
The written agreement.
The one she was supposed to read.
The one that was supposed to be read to her, if she couldn't, if she admitted that she couldn't, if she asked. By Colin.
"... what did he tell you it said."
"He wasn't," he insisted. "I'm your manager. He reports to me. I was well within my rights because. I earned them. I can lose them. I'm trusted to not do anything I shouldn't. I can do as I see fit because. Things don't usually get that far." Which was probably wrong and he probably should have lost those privileges but here they were and he couldn't bring himself to turn around. It hurt too much.
"I'm not—six years. I was there every day for six years. Micromanaging." He wanted her to understand that this wasn't blind trust or naiveté on his part, that whatever this was, it was something else. Or maybe he just didn't want it to be his fault. "I didn't need to anymore. It was... working."
He swallowed bile.
"When you joined," he said. "When you signed the contract." He paused.
The fucking contract.
The written agreement.
The one she was supposed to read.
The one that was supposed to be read to her, if she couldn't, if she admitted that she couldn't, if she asked. By Colin.
"... what did he tell you it said."
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