She didn't really think he'd say no. If he did, she wouldn't have asked, no matter how weak she felt at the moment, physically and emotionally. Even the small chance was making her nervous, though.
"Can y'hold me?" she blurted out all at once, wincing a bit as if just the asking caused pain. It kind of did, which was stupid considering how much actual pain she was in at the moment. "I know the bed's small," she continued, blathering with nerves now that she had gotten the initial bit out. "But can y'just... pick me up an' hold me an' not let go?"
She wanted to pretend, today, that she could have what she wanted. She wanted to pretend that the King and his opinions didn't exist, that she was right and he was wrong and she could have someone she loved who loved her back, someone who wouldn't ask that she be sacrificed as a prerequisite to affection.
Given her track record, this was almost surely not the case. But everything else sucked right now, so she wanted to have this, and thought maybe she could if they just both agreed never to talk about it again.
Regardless of whether or not he agreed, the shawl would be remaining in her arms. She would hold onto the whole basket if she could, and never put it down. Just carry it around all day every day as evidence.
"Can y'hold me?" she blurted out all at once, wincing a bit as if just the asking caused pain. It kind of did, which was stupid considering how much actual pain she was in at the moment. "I know the bed's small," she continued, blathering with nerves now that she had gotten the initial bit out. "But can y'just... pick me up an' hold me an' not let go?"
She wanted to pretend, today, that she could have what she wanted. She wanted to pretend that the King and his opinions didn't exist, that she was right and he was wrong and she could have someone she loved who loved her back, someone who wouldn't ask that she be sacrificed as a prerequisite to affection.
Given her track record, this was almost surely not the case. But everything else sucked right now, so she wanted to have this, and thought maybe she could if they just both agreed never to talk about it again.
Regardless of whether or not he agreed, the shawl would be remaining in her arms. She would hold onto the whole basket if she could, and never put it down. Just carry it around all day every day as evidence.
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