"Shit," he said. He'd been hoping to cheer her up, but seeing her turn pale made him realize that was a mistake. "I'm sorry, that was a lot—I should have realized. You don't have to—I don't know if you can eat, yet." He reached out to cup her face and wipe her tears away with his thumbs. "It's okay," he said. "You don't have to be okay." Reminders of her old life and everything she might have lost, all the freedom she no longer had.
"Here," he said, hauling the heavy basket up into his lap. "There's some apple tarts that might be better on an empty stomach, or... I got you this." He pulled out the knit shawl, draping it carefully over her lap. "To wear this winter. If... if you want." He set the basket carefully onto her bedside table, navigating around rats.
"If you want to be alone, I can go," he assured her. He didn't want to. He wanted to keep an eye on her to be sure she'd be safe. He felt awful for having left her, now. He didn't know if he would have worried, if he'd known then that the King might visit her alone. The part of him that felt he was safe warred with the part that knew he was dangerous. How much of this was Avi's fault? Aside, obviously, from all of it. "I can get you something from the kitchens, if you want real food."
"Here," he said, hauling the heavy basket up into his lap. "There's some apple tarts that might be better on an empty stomach, or... I got you this." He pulled out the knit shawl, draping it carefully over her lap. "To wear this winter. If... if you want." He set the basket carefully onto her bedside table, navigating around rats.
"If you want to be alone, I can go," he assured her. He didn't want to. He wanted to keep an eye on her to be sure she'd be safe. He felt awful for having left her, now. He didn't know if he would have worried, if he'd known then that the King might visit her alone. The part of him that felt he was safe warred with the part that knew he was dangerous. How much of this was Avi's fault? Aside, obviously, from all of it. "I can get you something from the kitchens, if you want real food."
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