The world was black.
This wasn't to say there was nothingness, because nothingness implied a lack of awareness, and Ren was, if nothing else, Aware. But it was unclear on what level, when she didn't seem to be able to see, or hear, or smell, or feel. Was time passing, or was she suspended? There was nothing around her, only her own sentience, stranded in a void.
There, in the distance. A sound, like the roaring of wind in a storm or the sound of waves breaking on the rocks of the Great Lake. If she focused on it, could she head that way? It seemed to be getting louder, although she had nothing else to orient herself and understand if she was moving.
A light! There, in the distance, the barest pinprick of light, casting the nothingness into shades of grey, like the ash-paint art she'd drawn on her walls.
Oh, wait. In situations like this, you weren't really supposed to go towards the light, were you? Besides, she'd never liked the sunlight, anyway, or hadn't until she'd had it taken from her, preferring dark corners where no one could see her. She was happier there. With a mental nod to herself, she turned away from the light, and headed back towards the roaring of the ocean in the inky blackness.
The first thing Ren became aware of was that everything hurt. And she did mean everything. She was suspended in a sea of pain; she couldn't even tell what was hurting, just that it was. She opened her mouth, as if to scream, but nothing came out.
Oh! She had a mouth! That was progress! That implied she had a head, a definite step up from... oh... had that been a dream? It must have been a dream. She cracked open one eye. The light was blinding; here she thought she'd gone away from it. But in that light was a blurry shape, red and brown and... She blinked repeatedly, other eye opening. Her vision slowly focused.
"Gareth?" she said, and found herself surprised she could speak. Her voice sounded like the cracking of dead wood. She cleared her throat, but it didn't really help. "Gareth," she repeated. She felt what she thought was his hand on hers, and was able to move enough to grab at his fingers, although her grip was comically weak. "I never been happier to see you in my life."
Presuming she was still awake and this wasn't hell, which was entirely possible. But she felt like only real life could hurt this much.
"Where are we?" she creaked, eyes glancing around what she could see. She didn't feel up to moving her head yet. She didn't recognize where they were, it seemed... too clean to be in the King's Guard.
This wasn't to say there was nothingness, because nothingness implied a lack of awareness, and Ren was, if nothing else, Aware. But it was unclear on what level, when she didn't seem to be able to see, or hear, or smell, or feel. Was time passing, or was she suspended? There was nothing around her, only her own sentience, stranded in a void.
There, in the distance. A sound, like the roaring of wind in a storm or the sound of waves breaking on the rocks of the Great Lake. If she focused on it, could she head that way? It seemed to be getting louder, although she had nothing else to orient herself and understand if she was moving.
A light! There, in the distance, the barest pinprick of light, casting the nothingness into shades of grey, like the ash-paint art she'd drawn on her walls.
Oh, wait. In situations like this, you weren't really supposed to go towards the light, were you? Besides, she'd never liked the sunlight, anyway, or hadn't until she'd had it taken from her, preferring dark corners where no one could see her. She was happier there. With a mental nod to herself, she turned away from the light, and headed back towards the roaring of the ocean in the inky blackness.
The first thing Ren became aware of was that everything hurt. And she did mean everything. She was suspended in a sea of pain; she couldn't even tell what was hurting, just that it was. She opened her mouth, as if to scream, but nothing came out.
Oh! She had a mouth! That was progress! That implied she had a head, a definite step up from... oh... had that been a dream? It must have been a dream. She cracked open one eye. The light was blinding; here she thought she'd gone away from it. But in that light was a blurry shape, red and brown and... She blinked repeatedly, other eye opening. Her vision slowly focused.
"Gareth?" she said, and found herself surprised she could speak. Her voice sounded like the cracking of dead wood. She cleared her throat, but it didn't really help. "Gareth," she repeated. She felt what she thought was his hand on hers, and was able to move enough to grab at his fingers, although her grip was comically weak. "I never been happier to see you in my life."
Presuming she was still awake and this wasn't hell, which was entirely possible. But she felt like only real life could hurt this much.
"Where are we?" she creaked, eyes glancing around what she could see. She didn't feel up to moving her head yet. She didn't recognize where they were, it seemed... too clean to be in the King's Guard.
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