Ren had never seen fireworks like this. Beautiful explosions in the sky, loud and chaotic, organized and brilliant. Ignoring her many aches and pains, she jumped and cheered as well as any of the elves.
She had come so close to dying tonight, again. But she was alive, somehow, alive to be a riotous explosion of her own. One day, if she played her cards right. One day, if she just figured out the tangled knot her life had become.
Her body gave out before her spirit did, her legs giving out from under her. She crumpled to the ground, legs all akimbo, but still stared up at the explosion of lights and colors in the sky.
She wouldn't let the King's Guard stop her, or the King. She would work with them, if she had to, or outsmart them, if she had to, or outrun them, if she had to. She just had to find a way.
She watched from the ground, silent now, as the fireworks show crescendoed into an explosive finale, burning sparks raining in the sky brighter than a thousand falling stars. She stared up at the dark sky for a while longer, the moon hanging in the sky seeming dimmer than before.
People didn't ask the King things, because they just assumed he'd say no. Hesitantly, unsure of breaking his pensive-seeming mood, she decided to ask the King something.
"Yer Highness, can I stay somewhere else? Y'said y'didn't like my room, can you... Can y'let me stay somewhere else?"
Gareth's hands worked better than hers at muffling the sound, large as they were. She was still shaking, trembling violently against his chest, her tail tucked down tight between her legs. She could just handle the flashing lights on a good night. How could she have forgotten her goddamn earmuffs? How could she have let time get away from her--
Her earmuffs!
She snatched them from Declan all in a rush, only avoiding cutting him because she kept her nails--claws really--meticulously dull. She slammed them onto her head, adjusting them quickly. The world faded into a few dull thuds, like the sound of a box being dropped across the castle. She relaxed slightly, her shaking becoming less wild.
Declan was saying something. She couldn't read lips, so she tapped the earmuffs and shook her head. It should be pretty evident that she couldn't hear with these on, honestly. "I'll be fine," she said, too loudly. Despite that, she had latched onto one of Gareth's arms and pulled it around her as if she could use him as a blanket. She would rather not spend the entire fireworks show in a hay bale, and the only other option, as far as she was concerned, was the person currently holding her steady.
She pointed up at the fireworks, not wanting Declan to miss them out of concern for her well-being. She could sneak off to be humiliated later. For right now, the sky was raining fire, like it did every year. It was bright and beautiful and terrifying, and every year she fought her wolf so she could watch, no matter how stupid of a decision it was. She didn't like what she was taking things from her, so she found ways around them. The King helped. It had been his idea to have someone design earmuffs to cancel noise. It had been her idea to put the little golden dragon detailing on them.
She knew why she couldn't invite him; it would be patently unfair to Gareth, and it was important for her to have time for herself. She got to watch fireworks with him at his coronation parties, for a limited definition of "with." But one of these days, she'd like to have someone to hold her through the explosions who wasn't just doing it because they were the nicest person at the fair.
She had come so close to dying tonight, again. But she was alive, somehow, alive to be a riotous explosion of her own. One day, if she played her cards right. One day, if she just figured out the tangled knot her life had become.
Her body gave out before her spirit did, her legs giving out from under her. She crumpled to the ground, legs all akimbo, but still stared up at the explosion of lights and colors in the sky.
She wouldn't let the King's Guard stop her, or the King. She would work with them, if she had to, or outsmart them, if she had to, or outrun them, if she had to. She just had to find a way.
She watched from the ground, silent now, as the fireworks show crescendoed into an explosive finale, burning sparks raining in the sky brighter than a thousand falling stars. She stared up at the dark sky for a while longer, the moon hanging in the sky seeming dimmer than before.
People didn't ask the King things, because they just assumed he'd say no. Hesitantly, unsure of breaking his pensive-seeming mood, she decided to ask the King something.
"Yer Highness, can I stay somewhere else? Y'said y'didn't like my room, can you... Can y'let me stay somewhere else?"
Gareth's hands worked better than hers at muffling the sound, large as they were. She was still shaking, trembling violently against his chest, her tail tucked down tight between her legs. She could just handle the flashing lights on a good night. How could she have forgotten her goddamn earmuffs? How could she have let time get away from her--
Her earmuffs!
She snatched them from Declan all in a rush, only avoiding cutting him because she kept her nails--claws really--meticulously dull. She slammed them onto her head, adjusting them quickly. The world faded into a few dull thuds, like the sound of a box being dropped across the castle. She relaxed slightly, her shaking becoming less wild.
Declan was saying something. She couldn't read lips, so she tapped the earmuffs and shook her head. It should be pretty evident that she couldn't hear with these on, honestly. "I'll be fine," she said, too loudly. Despite that, she had latched onto one of Gareth's arms and pulled it around her as if she could use him as a blanket. She would rather not spend the entire fireworks show in a hay bale, and the only other option, as far as she was concerned, was the person currently holding her steady.
She pointed up at the fireworks, not wanting Declan to miss them out of concern for her well-being. She could sneak off to be humiliated later. For right now, the sky was raining fire, like it did every year. It was bright and beautiful and terrifying, and every year she fought her wolf so she could watch, no matter how stupid of a decision it was. She didn't like what she was taking things from her, so she found ways around them. The King helped. It had been his idea to have someone design earmuffs to cancel noise. It had been her idea to put the little golden dragon detailing on them.
She knew why she couldn't invite him; it would be patently unfair to Gareth, and it was important for her to have time for herself. She got to watch fireworks with him at his coronation parties, for a limited definition of "with." But one of these days, she'd like to have someone to hold her through the explosions who wasn't just doing it because they were the nicest person at the fair.
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