Ren had decided she was having a shitty day, which she had a much more processed way of dealing with then having a good one.
"Fragile?" she exclaimed furiously as she was set back in the water. The King dove off, so she didn't even know who she was yelling at, just that she needed to yell. "I ain't fragile because I thought I was going to die and got scared! D any of you even understand wha' I've done to stay alive?" She might have been yelling at Gareth, since he was there. "Every day, every single day, I have to hear how I should have died or how I ought to die or how I'm gonna die! Every fucking day of the last thirteen years, I hear from someone how useless I am and how it's only a matter of time now, and you, you, you--!"
She ran out of steam abruptly as the adrenaline left her feeling exhausted. "My foot is fine," she lied. "I'm fine. I'm perfect. Can't you tell? Isn't it obvious? Your Highness, if you want me to run, I wish you'd just ask. If you want me to fight, I wish you'd just ask. Otherwise I'm just going to be guessing and one day I'll get it wrong. D'you know how fun it'd be to play hide and seek with a dragon?" She ran shaking hands through her hair. "But only cause I'd know I wouldn't die. I'm only here cause I wanna live." She tried to put in words he'd understand, exhausted. "I'm yours cause I wanna live. Otherwise I would have just let them hang me!"
Otherwise she would have swallowed rat poison, otherwise she would have kept them rioting otherwise she would have kept spiting Gareth otherwise she would let them starve her otherwise otherwise otherwise. She sank deeper into the water until only her nose, eyes, and the top of her head stuck out. She didn't understand why everyone was having so much trouble understanding mortal terror. Maybe her problem was that she was dealing with people too far up the food chain from her.
"Fragile?" she exclaimed furiously as she was set back in the water. The King dove off, so she didn't even know who she was yelling at, just that she needed to yell. "I ain't fragile because I thought I was going to die and got scared! D any of you even understand wha' I've done to stay alive?" She might have been yelling at Gareth, since he was there. "Every day, every single day, I have to hear how I should have died or how I ought to die or how I'm gonna die! Every fucking day of the last thirteen years, I hear from someone how useless I am and how it's only a matter of time now, and you, you, you--!"
She ran out of steam abruptly as the adrenaline left her feeling exhausted. "My foot is fine," she lied. "I'm fine. I'm perfect. Can't you tell? Isn't it obvious? Your Highness, if you want me to run, I wish you'd just ask. If you want me to fight, I wish you'd just ask. Otherwise I'm just going to be guessing and one day I'll get it wrong. D'you know how fun it'd be to play hide and seek with a dragon?" She ran shaking hands through her hair. "But only cause I'd know I wouldn't die. I'm only here cause I wanna live." She tried to put in words he'd understand, exhausted. "I'm yours cause I wanna live. Otherwise I would have just let them hang me!"
Otherwise she would have swallowed rat poison, otherwise she would have kept them rioting otherwise she would have kept spiting Gareth otherwise she would let them starve her otherwise otherwise otherwise. She sank deeper into the water until only her nose, eyes, and the top of her head stuck out. She didn't understand why everyone was having so much trouble understanding mortal terror. Maybe her problem was that she was dealing with people too far up the food chain from her.
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