Julianna didn't know this expression. Her brow furrowed, but she was still smiling in such a way that made her appear puzzled. Trying to figure out this new look of his. Had it been something she had said?
The conversation continued as if it had not happened, but that wouldn't keep her from wondering back to it periodically. Owen at taken her hint. Not quite holding hands (which to her would have seemed too intimate for a first date), but the thrill of a touch nonetheless. His hands were softer than she expected, but the were so large compared to her own. They looked strong.
"Well, my mother would call it a blessing," she joked, in between bites of the bruschetta. "If she could have had one more of us, she would be absolutely beside herself." She giggled, a cute chirrup of a noise that she wasn't sure she'd ever made before she had met Owen. Julianna briefly wondered what it would have like to have a second sibling. From what she noticed with Owen's triplets it was...chaotic and crowded. Each one of them vying for attention over the other. She didn't mind it, personally. Thought it was rather endearing.
Would her mother have been so suffocating with an additional child?
“It took awhile for me to figure out what I wanted to do," she explained. Owen was gazing at her with such an honest interest that she shied away from it. "I have always loved plants and been very good with them. I wanted to go to college for a botany program, but I would have had to move away. My mother didn't like that and pushed me to go to college here. I was bored, and I couldn't do what I wanted. I ended up dropping out, and my parents helped me buy the land for the farm so I would stay." When she said it out loud, which was not very often, she realized how foolish and accommodating it sounded. Despite being selfless. How much of her life she had put on hold to keep from upsetting her parents?
"It's not what I saw myself doing, but I enjoy it."
The conversation continued as if it had not happened, but that wouldn't keep her from wondering back to it periodically. Owen at taken her hint. Not quite holding hands (which to her would have seemed too intimate for a first date), but the thrill of a touch nonetheless. His hands were softer than she expected, but the were so large compared to her own. They looked strong.
"Well, my mother would call it a blessing," she joked, in between bites of the bruschetta. "If she could have had one more of us, she would be absolutely beside herself." She giggled, a cute chirrup of a noise that she wasn't sure she'd ever made before she had met Owen. Julianna briefly wondered what it would have like to have a second sibling. From what she noticed with Owen's triplets it was...chaotic and crowded. Each one of them vying for attention over the other. She didn't mind it, personally. Thought it was rather endearing.
Would her mother have been so suffocating with an additional child?
“It took awhile for me to figure out what I wanted to do," she explained. Owen was gazing at her with such an honest interest that she shied away from it. "I have always loved plants and been very good with them. I wanted to go to college for a botany program, but I would have had to move away. My mother didn't like that and pushed me to go to college here. I was bored, and I couldn't do what I wanted. I ended up dropping out, and my parents helped me buy the land for the farm so I would stay." When she said it out loud, which was not very often, she realized how foolish and accommodating it sounded. Despite being selfless. How much of her life she had put on hold to keep from upsetting her parents?
"It's not what I saw myself doing, but I enjoy it."
I fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) I want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true) and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you.
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