While Owen was being scolded by his commanding officer, Julianna was retreating to her chambers to change. And to sulk. And to hide from the potential of Commander Hart coming to look for her. She wasn’t ready to see him yet, and it would only get harder the closer he got to leaving. Julianna knew that she was reacting unfairly to Owen. They had always know that he would have to leave. There had always been an unspoken sort of agreement between them: that whatever this was would eventually have to end.
She didn’t think that it would hurt so much.
In her room, she struggled with the zipper on her gown, twisting her arms and her waist to reach where it was settled at the nape of her neck. It would have been easier to allow a handmaiden to perform the task, but Julianna liked to be difficult when she was pouting. With a huff she pushed the gown off of her shoulders and over her hips before kicking it off and leaving it in a heap on the floor. Once, again, something she wouldn’t normally do, but once again: pouting. She would feel bad about it later when a maid came through and hung it up proper.
Lifting the crown out of the nest of careful curls on top of her head she held it loosely in one hand as she used the other to pull her silk chemise over her head and discard it on the floor. A trail of clothing across the cold marble flooring that led to the closet. A spacious, walk-in closet that was almost comparable to a second room. Shelves lined with shoes and crowns and accessories. Gowns lined up in pretty rows by cut and color. Julianna placed the crown she held in the space left empty from its absence. She turned it until it was center in the lighted box, perched on a satin pillow. She frowned at it. As if it was the reason for all her troubles.
Julianna dropped to her knees and sat back on her feet, opening one of the lower cabinets revealed another crown, different than the others. More spectacular somehow. Still ornate, decorated with stones and shells, but also feathers and dried flowers that had retained their brilliance despite the wear of time. Pearls. Her mother’s crown. Her ears fell. Naked, and alone and staring at the one thing that was left of her mother, Julianna felt exposed. Raw. Fingers twisted in her lap as tears blurred her vision. “I don’t know what to do,” she whispered, as if talking to the headdress. She lifted her head, eyes rolling upwards as she sniffled, but the tears still spilled over and onto her cheeks. Her gaze fell to the crown again. “I wish you were here,” she lamented, covering her face with her hands.
“I need you.”
The bustling maid stopped her duties when she noted Owen’s approach. Black ears swiveled to attention as she smiled brightly at him. She cocked her head when he asked to be taken to Julianna. Her smile didn’t falter, but it was different now. It left her eyes, the look of a person who knew they were about to tell a lie. Her gaze dropped to the flowers he held in hand, before darting back upwards to his face.
“I’m sorry, Commander,” she replied, and it sounded like she truly was. “Her majesty is not receiving guests at the moment. She did instruct us, however, that if the visiting sailor would like to set up a meeting before his departure, that she would make time for you.”
She didn’t think that it would hurt so much.
In her room, she struggled with the zipper on her gown, twisting her arms and her waist to reach where it was settled at the nape of her neck. It would have been easier to allow a handmaiden to perform the task, but Julianna liked to be difficult when she was pouting. With a huff she pushed the gown off of her shoulders and over her hips before kicking it off and leaving it in a heap on the floor. Once, again, something she wouldn’t normally do, but once again: pouting. She would feel bad about it later when a maid came through and hung it up proper.
Lifting the crown out of the nest of careful curls on top of her head she held it loosely in one hand as she used the other to pull her silk chemise over her head and discard it on the floor. A trail of clothing across the cold marble flooring that led to the closet. A spacious, walk-in closet that was almost comparable to a second room. Shelves lined with shoes and crowns and accessories. Gowns lined up in pretty rows by cut and color. Julianna placed the crown she held in the space left empty from its absence. She turned it until it was center in the lighted box, perched on a satin pillow. She frowned at it. As if it was the reason for all her troubles.
Julianna dropped to her knees and sat back on her feet, opening one of the lower cabinets revealed another crown, different than the others. More spectacular somehow. Still ornate, decorated with stones and shells, but also feathers and dried flowers that had retained their brilliance despite the wear of time. Pearls. Her mother’s crown. Her ears fell. Naked, and alone and staring at the one thing that was left of her mother, Julianna felt exposed. Raw. Fingers twisted in her lap as tears blurred her vision. “I don’t know what to do,” she whispered, as if talking to the headdress. She lifted her head, eyes rolling upwards as she sniffled, but the tears still spilled over and onto her cheeks. Her gaze fell to the crown again. “I wish you were here,” she lamented, covering her face with her hands.
“I need you.”
The bustling maid stopped her duties when she noted Owen’s approach. Black ears swiveled to attention as she smiled brightly at him. She cocked her head when he asked to be taken to Julianna. Her smile didn’t falter, but it was different now. It left her eyes, the look of a person who knew they were about to tell a lie. Her gaze dropped to the flowers he held in hand, before darting back upwards to his face.
“I’m sorry, Commander,” she replied, and it sounded like she truly was. “Her majesty is not receiving guests at the moment. She did instruct us, however, that if the visiting sailor would like to set up a meeting before his departure, that she would make time for you.”
I fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) I want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true) and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you.
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