Julianna was immediately aware that she had said the wrong thing. The tone of his reply and the way he moved away from her were signals enough, and not kind she wanted. She wished he hadn't moved away. She still wanted him half-pressed against her and kissing her senseless. She already missed his fingers toying with her curls. Julianna swallowed, before pushing herself up into a sitting position.
Her ears fell to either side of her head as she glanced over at him; she pulled her knees closer to her chest, protectively. “That's not it,” she said softly, not wanting him to think he'd done something wrong. She chewed the inside of her cheek. “I've...well-” she faltered and paused under the weight of what felt like a childish admission. “I've never been kissed before.”
A hand sought one of his and she linked their fingers together. Though the results were currently a bit awkward, this kiss did well to breach a barrier of contact for her. She was no longer hesitant in touching him. “I was almost kissed once,” she went on to explain. Her gaze swept away from him to where their hands were linked. “When I was younger.” She couldn't remember how long ago it was now, but the memory itself had stuck with her. A lingering pain, a sense of doubt. “There was a boy that I liked and one time I thought he was going to kiss me. Instead, he told me that I was too short and he didn't want to bend down so far.” Julianna did her best to force a small laugh, as if the cruel joke could be attributed to kids being kids. She still remembered the sound of his laughter when he'd told his friends.
“I'm not attractive to other Lynxes,” she said quietly. She was still unable to bring herself to look at Owen. The angle of her face left a curtain of hair separating them. Her end of tail pat softly against the deck of the boat, ears twitched somewhat erratically in time with her confession. “Honestly, I don't really think I'm attractive at all.” The hand not holding his, drew lazy circles near her thigh and she focused her attention on the gesture. “I don't..." she sighed. "I don't want you to think you have to be nice to me just because you need something from me.”
Her ears fell to either side of her head as she glanced over at him; she pulled her knees closer to her chest, protectively. “That's not it,” she said softly, not wanting him to think he'd done something wrong. She chewed the inside of her cheek. “I've...well-” she faltered and paused under the weight of what felt like a childish admission. “I've never been kissed before.”
A hand sought one of his and she linked their fingers together. Though the results were currently a bit awkward, this kiss did well to breach a barrier of contact for her. She was no longer hesitant in touching him. “I was almost kissed once,” she went on to explain. Her gaze swept away from him to where their hands were linked. “When I was younger.” She couldn't remember how long ago it was now, but the memory itself had stuck with her. A lingering pain, a sense of doubt. “There was a boy that I liked and one time I thought he was going to kiss me. Instead, he told me that I was too short and he didn't want to bend down so far.” Julianna did her best to force a small laugh, as if the cruel joke could be attributed to kids being kids. She still remembered the sound of his laughter when he'd told his friends.
“I'm not attractive to other Lynxes,” she said quietly. She was still unable to bring herself to look at Owen. The angle of her face left a curtain of hair separating them. Her end of tail pat softly against the deck of the boat, ears twitched somewhat erratically in time with her confession. “Honestly, I don't really think I'm attractive at all.” The hand not holding his, drew lazy circles near her thigh and she focused her attention on the gesture. “I don't..." she sighed. "I don't want you to think you have to be nice to me just because you need something from me.”
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