Aphrodite watched the abandoned stool roll backwards as another excuse not to look at him. She was running out of excuses, especially with him standing so close. She sighed. Why did he always have to make things so hard? She knew she was partially to blame. All those nights she spent going back to him to soothe the ache of lost love and loneliness.
It needed to end. She needed to end it.
"Sanders, I..." His hand was on her waist. Tentative, but strong and for a moment she took the time to gauge something as well. Aphrodite took an inventory of how she felt in that moment. Pushing past the fatigue and the anxiety of a recent shift. There was desire. They'd had a very passionate relationship from the very beginning. And the sex was great.
She loved him, of course. They'd been engaged.
Aphrodite stared at him. While he stood he was eye level with her as she sat on the exam table. He gently pushed at her hair and she looked away from him again. It was in that moment, that she realized she did not feel comforted by Sanders. She did not feel understood by him. Not like she had with Holland. Who had brought her tea and ensured her that he still felt the same way.
Sanders wanted her back, but she knew that he did not feel the same way. The expression his face when he'd learned of what she had done had more than given him away. He just wanted to ignore it, like he did with so many other things that involved that part of her life. Aphrodite couldn't go back to pretending the wereleopard part of her didn't exist. Especially not after her second life had been thrust into the spotlight in such a dark way.
"Sanders, I don't think that is a good idea," she concluded. She took his hand away from her face, and held it in hers for a few seconds, before letting it slip from her fingers and fall back to his side. "We're not together, anymore," she reminded him. "I think it would be best if I just went home."
It needed to end. She needed to end it.
"Sanders, I..." His hand was on her waist. Tentative, but strong and for a moment she took the time to gauge something as well. Aphrodite took an inventory of how she felt in that moment. Pushing past the fatigue and the anxiety of a recent shift. There was desire. They'd had a very passionate relationship from the very beginning. And the sex was great.
She loved him, of course. They'd been engaged.
Aphrodite stared at him. While he stood he was eye level with her as she sat on the exam table. He gently pushed at her hair and she looked away from him again. It was in that moment, that she realized she did not feel comforted by Sanders. She did not feel understood by him. Not like she had with Holland. Who had brought her tea and ensured her that he still felt the same way.
Sanders wanted her back, but she knew that he did not feel the same way. The expression his face when he'd learned of what she had done had more than given him away. He just wanted to ignore it, like he did with so many other things that involved that part of her life. Aphrodite couldn't go back to pretending the wereleopard part of her didn't exist. Especially not after her second life had been thrust into the spotlight in such a dark way.
"Sanders, I don't think that is a good idea," she concluded. She took his hand away from her face, and held it in hers for a few seconds, before letting it slip from her fingers and fall back to his side. "We're not together, anymore," she reminded him. "I think it would be best if I just went home."
I fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) I want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true) and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you.
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