You’re not alone. The words shattered him. Holland had never felt anything but alone his whole life. Part of that now was on purpose. It was easier, perhaps, not to get too close than to be abandoned in the end. “I don’t like to burden other people with my problems.” There was a subtle tremble in his voice and he cleared his throat as if he had a tickle back there. “Anyways -” he laughed nervously, “-Julianna and Owen have an infant of their own.” He didn’t address Aphrodite’s offer to help him and that felt rude and weak. Like he didn’t even have the guts to tell her yes or no.
The whole walk to the park was one of mounting dread first like a prick in the back of his mind to a full buzzing. It was less about himself and more about Rose. It was hard enough keeping a toddler clean without trips to parks with filthy birds.
Rose was also looking apprehensive about the ducks that waddled around on the lake shore. They were accustomed to people and hardly shied away when the blonde and the toddler approached. Holland stood back, chewing at his lip ring while he watched a beautiful blonde woman encourage his child to contaminate herself.
Rose looked back and whined at her dad. “Daddy.” It appeared as if his loitering nearer to a tree than the girls wasn’t comforting to the nervous child.
Holland gave Aphrodite a tense look, lips pressed together before he mustered himself up to close the distance for his daughter. “It’s alright, sweetie. The ducks are nice, see? But, if you’re too afraid, we could just walk around some more. You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to do.”
“No. You feed them.” Rose ordered her father in that way that only toddlers could do. Her finger pointed hastily at him, putting him direct on the spot.
Holland faltered under pressure. His face felt hot. “Ah - I’ve fed them lots before." He lied. "You go ahead, I’ll watch.”
“No. I want you to.” She whined. The sound of it grated on his nerves. The whole situation did.
“Miss Dite will show you.” Holland decided bruskly before her pressuring and his anxiety came to a head.
The whole walk to the park was one of mounting dread first like a prick in the back of his mind to a full buzzing. It was less about himself and more about Rose. It was hard enough keeping a toddler clean without trips to parks with filthy birds.
Rose was also looking apprehensive about the ducks that waddled around on the lake shore. They were accustomed to people and hardly shied away when the blonde and the toddler approached. Holland stood back, chewing at his lip ring while he watched a beautiful blonde woman encourage his child to contaminate herself.
Rose looked back and whined at her dad. “Daddy.” It appeared as if his loitering nearer to a tree than the girls wasn’t comforting to the nervous child.
Holland gave Aphrodite a tense look, lips pressed together before he mustered himself up to close the distance for his daughter. “It’s alright, sweetie. The ducks are nice, see? But, if you’re too afraid, we could just walk around some more. You don’t have to do anything you don’t want to do.”
“No. You feed them.” Rose ordered her father in that way that only toddlers could do. Her finger pointed hastily at him, putting him direct on the spot.
Holland faltered under pressure. His face felt hot. “Ah - I’ve fed them lots before." He lied. "You go ahead, I’ll watch.”
“No. I want you to.” She whined. The sound of it grated on his nerves. The whole situation did.
“Miss Dite will show you.” Holland decided bruskly before her pressuring and his anxiety came to a head.
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