‘Fine’ she said but her words floated away when she brushed against him. In that briefest moment he felt swept away. He instantly wished everything could be as it used to. That they could take back everything that went wrong between them and fix it.
What a childish notion.
God, he was so desperate. Drowning in his need for this woman.
What was she saying? Something about Julianna and the baby and Holland. Her voice came to him as if he were underwater. Or as if they were moving in slow motion. He was freed from her spell as she moved away from him and he was able to think and catch the tail end of it.
He followed her into the kitchen where she helped herself to a drink. He watched the curve of her hips as she bent into the refrigerator. So used to making herself at home. It had been her home, essentially. Not too long ago. It could have been her home for good. Their home. He tried not to think of it.
He didn’t respond to anything she said, just let her speak at him. A smile tugged at one side of his mouth when she mentioned Owen being in ‘rare form.’ That was her polite way of saying she thought he’d acted like an asshole. She knew better than to be unnecessarily polite with him. It just emphasized the distance that had come between.
The only light on in the kitchen was the little one above the stove. Soft lighting did wonders for everyone. Maeve especially had an unfair advantage, though, considering that she appeared flawless even in harsh lighting. The dim room cast attractive shadows under her jaw and along the lines of her cheekbones. Sanders watched her hand as she put down the beer.
He reached out and took her hand, turning it over in his to examine the polish that decorated her nails. He ran his thumb over the smooth paint on her index and released her again. “That color suits you.” The compliment was off topic and the contact, perhaps, inappropriate.
He shook his head to clear his thoughts, “Sorry - I uh.” He emptied his beer into his mouth, tilting his head way back to drain the last bit. When he righted himself his hand made a circular motion. “I’m not feeling myself. I guess.”
“I just, I’ve been feeling down. It’s this girl I was seeing for a bit.” He stopped himself and cringed before apologizing again.
“I’m sorry you probably don’t want to hear this. But I promise I’m really the butt of the joke here. We can have a laugh at my expense.”
Sanders went to the fridge to get himself another beer. He cracked it open with the opener on the counter and fiddled with the cap. “Anyways, I was see this girl for a bit. And she just up and left. Ghosted me, Maeve. I haven’t heard from her in a week.” He sighed. “The bad part is, I creeped on her online a little bit and I found out….she’s married.”
He groaned and scrubbed his hand through his hair. “I’m such an idiot. I keep feeling like there's something wrong with me. Losing you. And now Dawn. Not that I had her, I didn't. It was just a - stupid - fling.”
What a childish notion.
God, he was so desperate. Drowning in his need for this woman.
What was she saying? Something about Julianna and the baby and Holland. Her voice came to him as if he were underwater. Or as if they were moving in slow motion. He was freed from her spell as she moved away from him and he was able to think and catch the tail end of it.
He followed her into the kitchen where she helped herself to a drink. He watched the curve of her hips as she bent into the refrigerator. So used to making herself at home. It had been her home, essentially. Not too long ago. It could have been her home for good. Their home. He tried not to think of it.
He didn’t respond to anything she said, just let her speak at him. A smile tugged at one side of his mouth when she mentioned Owen being in ‘rare form.’ That was her polite way of saying she thought he’d acted like an asshole. She knew better than to be unnecessarily polite with him. It just emphasized the distance that had come between.
The only light on in the kitchen was the little one above the stove. Soft lighting did wonders for everyone. Maeve especially had an unfair advantage, though, considering that she appeared flawless even in harsh lighting. The dim room cast attractive shadows under her jaw and along the lines of her cheekbones. Sanders watched her hand as she put down the beer.
He reached out and took her hand, turning it over in his to examine the polish that decorated her nails. He ran his thumb over the smooth paint on her index and released her again. “That color suits you.” The compliment was off topic and the contact, perhaps, inappropriate.
He shook his head to clear his thoughts, “Sorry - I uh.” He emptied his beer into his mouth, tilting his head way back to drain the last bit. When he righted himself his hand made a circular motion. “I’m not feeling myself. I guess.”
“I just, I’ve been feeling down. It’s this girl I was seeing for a bit.” He stopped himself and cringed before apologizing again.
“I’m sorry you probably don’t want to hear this. But I promise I’m really the butt of the joke here. We can have a laugh at my expense.”
Sanders went to the fridge to get himself another beer. He cracked it open with the opener on the counter and fiddled with the cap. “Anyways, I was see this girl for a bit. And she just up and left. Ghosted me, Maeve. I haven’t heard from her in a week.” He sighed. “The bad part is, I creeped on her online a little bit and I found out….she’s married.”
He groaned and scrubbed his hand through his hair. “I’m such an idiot. I keep feeling like there's something wrong with me. Losing you. And now Dawn. Not that I had her, I didn't. It was just a - stupid - fling.”
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