Julianna was silent as she listened to him recount the night of his...execution. It was hard to consider it anything less than with the way he told it. She didn’t feel the need to confirm that she didn’t remember that day, or that she wasn’t aware of having known a woman named Katanya. The way he pointed out the mistakes he thought he had made informed her that he had been thinking about that moment too much. As he continued her ears fell flat and her eyes were hot with tears. A choking lump formed in her throat with the knowledge that Anita had been taken. Her...their daughter had been abducted to bait him to his death.
She rolled over in his arms as the story continued it. She pressed her face against his chest, his chin bumped the crown of her head as he spoke. It felt endless. There was just more and more information, and she knew that hearing it second hand was nothing compared to living and re-living it, and even though she wanted it to be over, she didn’t make him stop. She had asked, it wasn’t fair to ask him to stop because she didn’t feel like she could handle it. She hugged herself against him, because she had no idea what to say. There was nothing she could say. One arm wrapped around his back and trailed upwards until her finger were in his hair. Petting the blonde locks, she tilted her face to press a kiss against his shoulder.
“I’m sorry,” she whispered against his skin, her voice seemed so loud in the darkness. “I’m so sorry.”
Anita had returned to the brownstone, just as she’d told her mother she would. As she passed the guest bedroom, she could hear her father speaking within. Her tail curled towards her spine as she stood outside the door and eavesdropped on the story. She remembered that day, perfectly, but she had never heard it from another point of view.
Waves of guilt washed over her again. It was all her fault. She should have just gotten on the bus like she was supposed to. She should have asked her parents if she could go with Katanya. She should have…
The story ended and the murmured voices of her parents were too low for her to hear. She shuffled away from the door and them and climbed the stairs towards the master bedroom. Anita didn’t request an invitation before pushing the door open and slipping into the room. She left a trail of belongings towards the bed. Purse, one boot, another boot, a sweater, sunglasses. Climbing into the bed with Cain she wiggled her away under his arm without regard for any protests that he could have uttered. Wordlessly, she snuggled against him in the middle of the bed. Her tail curled tight against her spine, as she swallowed down tears of her own.
She rolled over in his arms as the story continued it. She pressed her face against his chest, his chin bumped the crown of her head as he spoke. It felt endless. There was just more and more information, and she knew that hearing it second hand was nothing compared to living and re-living it, and even though she wanted it to be over, she didn’t make him stop. She had asked, it wasn’t fair to ask him to stop because she didn’t feel like she could handle it. She hugged herself against him, because she had no idea what to say. There was nothing she could say. One arm wrapped around his back and trailed upwards until her finger were in his hair. Petting the blonde locks, she tilted her face to press a kiss against his shoulder.
“I’m sorry,” she whispered against his skin, her voice seemed so loud in the darkness. “I’m so sorry.”
Anita had returned to the brownstone, just as she’d told her mother she would. As she passed the guest bedroom, she could hear her father speaking within. Her tail curled towards her spine as she stood outside the door and eavesdropped on the story. She remembered that day, perfectly, but she had never heard it from another point of view.
Waves of guilt washed over her again. It was all her fault. She should have just gotten on the bus like she was supposed to. She should have asked her parents if she could go with Katanya. She should have…
The story ended and the murmured voices of her parents were too low for her to hear. She shuffled away from the door and them and climbed the stairs towards the master bedroom. Anita didn’t request an invitation before pushing the door open and slipping into the room. She left a trail of belongings towards the bed. Purse, one boot, another boot, a sweater, sunglasses. Climbing into the bed with Cain she wiggled her away under his arm without regard for any protests that he could have uttered. Wordlessly, she snuggled against him in the middle of the bed. Her tail curled tight against her spine, as she swallowed down tears of her own.
I fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) I want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true) and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you.
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