Rylan was pleased to hear that he was willing to make the effort, and she could only hope that he truly would. She had come to the conversation thinking she was going to have to do a much more thorough job of convincing him, and had prepared much more to say on the matter.
“You’re welcome,” she replied, softly, leaning against him as he hugged her; tilting her cheek to accept his affection. She cupped his face in her hand and smiled at his murmured admission, but knew she didn’t have to say them back. All his life she had been saying those words to him. Surely he knew by now, and she didn’t not want to embarrass him.
She lifted her chin to watch as he stood, but remained seated. “I'll be in in a moment,” she replied, reaching for her cigarettes with the intent of having one more. Facing Anita was one thing, but facing her daughter and the man who claimed to be her husband at the same time, set a strange sort of nervousness in her belly. Holding the cigarette tightly between two fingers she lit if with a flash of her Zippo and hoped the slight tremble to her hands was not too obvious. She smiled, and hoped it was convincing.
Anita was silent. She clipped her words but her anger remained unbridled. The furrow of her brow and the twitch of her tail gave her away. It tapped against Owen’s thigh with an impatient insistence. She was also suffering in the game, her fingers pushed rapidly at keys as she was continually taken down by a sniper. She played her way through the match, staring dismally at her score when it popped up on the screen. She exited to the lobby menu and dropped the controller on the couch as she continued to brood.
“It’s bullshit,” she muttered. Not specifically to Owen’s excuses but the entirety of the situation. All of it was so fucking absurd. She repeated the word several times over, ‘bullshit, bullshit, bullshit,’ seething all the while as she stared at the movements on the television.
The front door opening drew her attention, her head snapping in the direction of the noise. Her nose wrinkled, her frown deepened. She could smell it, she could smell her. The perfume that their mother had worn nearly all their lives wafted towards her, with floral notes that flooded her sharp senses. Her eyes narrowed and she quickly leaned forward to shove her feet back into her boots. She tightened the laces with with a suspicious sense of urgency.
“I’m going to smoke,” she announced, pushing away from the couch and grabbing her bag from the floor. More accurately she was going to run. She still couldn't bear the thought of facing her own mom. A bitter taste on the back of her tongue as her stomach did flips and her skin went clammy. She stomped down the hall, brushing past Cain on her way to the garage. “I can't believe you,” she said to him without stopping, turning to walk backwards and watch him as she did so. She meant a lot by the words, couldn't believe that he'd not told her about dad, couldn't believe that he'd failed so miserably with Akiko, and couldn't believe he had called their mother to tell on her, most likely. She disappeared through the door that led to the garage.
“You’re welcome,” she replied, softly, leaning against him as he hugged her; tilting her cheek to accept his affection. She cupped his face in her hand and smiled at his murmured admission, but knew she didn’t have to say them back. All his life she had been saying those words to him. Surely he knew by now, and she didn’t not want to embarrass him.
She lifted her chin to watch as he stood, but remained seated. “I'll be in in a moment,” she replied, reaching for her cigarettes with the intent of having one more. Facing Anita was one thing, but facing her daughter and the man who claimed to be her husband at the same time, set a strange sort of nervousness in her belly. Holding the cigarette tightly between two fingers she lit if with a flash of her Zippo and hoped the slight tremble to her hands was not too obvious. She smiled, and hoped it was convincing.
Anita was silent. She clipped her words but her anger remained unbridled. The furrow of her brow and the twitch of her tail gave her away. It tapped against Owen’s thigh with an impatient insistence. She was also suffering in the game, her fingers pushed rapidly at keys as she was continually taken down by a sniper. She played her way through the match, staring dismally at her score when it popped up on the screen. She exited to the lobby menu and dropped the controller on the couch as she continued to brood.
“It’s bullshit,” she muttered. Not specifically to Owen’s excuses but the entirety of the situation. All of it was so fucking absurd. She repeated the word several times over, ‘bullshit, bullshit, bullshit,’ seething all the while as she stared at the movements on the television.
The front door opening drew her attention, her head snapping in the direction of the noise. Her nose wrinkled, her frown deepened. She could smell it, she could smell her. The perfume that their mother had worn nearly all their lives wafted towards her, with floral notes that flooded her sharp senses. Her eyes narrowed and she quickly leaned forward to shove her feet back into her boots. She tightened the laces with with a suspicious sense of urgency.
“I’m going to smoke,” she announced, pushing away from the couch and grabbing her bag from the floor. More accurately she was going to run. She still couldn't bear the thought of facing her own mom. A bitter taste on the back of her tongue as her stomach did flips and her skin went clammy. She stomped down the hall, brushing past Cain on her way to the garage. “I can't believe you,” she said to him without stopping, turning to walk backwards and watch him as she did so. She meant a lot by the words, couldn't believe that he'd not told her about dad, couldn't believe that he'd failed so miserably with Akiko, and couldn't believe he had called their mother to tell on her, most likely. She disappeared through the door that led to the garage.
I fear no fate (for you are my fate, my sweet) I want no world (for beautiful you are my world, my true) and it’s you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you.
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