“I’m your girlfriend.” She said it, even though she had a hard time believing it. “I’m supposed to know what you’re doing, Cain,” she argued, unknowingly voicing what was going through his head. She sighed, sharply, pinching the bridge of her nose. “Why are you so defensive?” She continued, despite knowing that defensive was his default setting. It was impossible to talk to him over the walls he had built so high.
Ten years later and she was still on the outside of them. She was at a loss for what to do. Growing tired of waiting, tired of begging him to let her in.
“That’s not what I’m saying.” An exasperated murmur punctuated by a drag of the cigarette. Still pacing as he looked through his phone, she noted the motion of his ears; carelessly letting ash drop onto the garage floor.
Her path stopped short of running into him, somewhat startled that he was suddenly in front of her. Dark eyes darted up to his face, watching his mouth form the words that should have been an apology, but weren’t. Fingers that were barely against her arm was the first time he had touched her in weeks, and she had to pull away. It wasn’t a recoil, just the motion of her shoulder so her arm was no longer in his grasp. The slight part of her mouth and the lift of her brows were in time with her scoff of disbelief. Her gaze fell away from him, settling on the floor.
“You didn’t know,” she repeated. She shook her head, sending all those blonde strands she had been trying to get under control. “You didn’t think? Exactly, you didn’t think. You didn’t think about me, or my feelings. You didn’t even think about asking me. You just lie and then spend your time with Indigo?”
It was never her intention to fixate on his assistant, but she couldn’t help it. Indigo was pretty and smart, and they worked together. Did they talk? Did she make him laugh? Akiko’s eyes stung with an uninvited well of tears. She pressed her lips together, lest a slight tremble give her away; rendering her attempts at calm disappointment obsolete.
“I’m not mad,” she said softly, forcing the words over the choking feeling in her throat. Shaking fingers lifted the cigarette to her mouth. She felt ridiculous, halfway to tears with him standing over her. He wouldn’t even know what to do if she cried; more walls, more shutting her out.
“I’m going to sleep in the spare room,” she explained. “Tomorrow, I am going to stay with Aphrodite and Holland.”
Ten years later and she was still on the outside of them. She was at a loss for what to do. Growing tired of waiting, tired of begging him to let her in.
“That’s not what I’m saying.” An exasperated murmur punctuated by a drag of the cigarette. Still pacing as he looked through his phone, she noted the motion of his ears; carelessly letting ash drop onto the garage floor.
Her path stopped short of running into him, somewhat startled that he was suddenly in front of her. Dark eyes darted up to his face, watching his mouth form the words that should have been an apology, but weren’t. Fingers that were barely against her arm was the first time he had touched her in weeks, and she had to pull away. It wasn’t a recoil, just the motion of her shoulder so her arm was no longer in his grasp. The slight part of her mouth and the lift of her brows were in time with her scoff of disbelief. Her gaze fell away from him, settling on the floor.
“You didn’t know,” she repeated. She shook her head, sending all those blonde strands she had been trying to get under control. “You didn’t think? Exactly, you didn’t think. You didn’t think about me, or my feelings. You didn’t even think about asking me. You just lie and then spend your time with Indigo?”
It was never her intention to fixate on his assistant, but she couldn’t help it. Indigo was pretty and smart, and they worked together. Did they talk? Did she make him laugh? Akiko’s eyes stung with an uninvited well of tears. She pressed her lips together, lest a slight tremble give her away; rendering her attempts at calm disappointment obsolete.
“I’m not mad,” she said softly, forcing the words over the choking feeling in her throat. Shaking fingers lifted the cigarette to her mouth. She felt ridiculous, halfway to tears with him standing over her. He wouldn’t even know what to do if she cried; more walls, more shutting her out.
“I’m going to sleep in the spare room,” she explained. “Tomorrow, I am going to stay with Aphrodite and Holland.”
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