"It wasn't…" She wasn't wrong, except that she was. He'd never really wanted to get rid of her. Not in the sense that he didn't enjoy her presence. "You seemed miserable." He'd wanted it to go back to the way it was before. Not that it was ever ideal, wanting her and resenting her for the fact that he wanted her. At least then she'd been happy to quietly enjoy her crush, for however long as she'd stayed quiet. Crying over the fact that he'd had sex with her without any intention to be with her in any real way… compulsion was a bandaid fix for a problem he'd created.
"I'm not going to – what?" He was briefly offended, then brought up short as he replayed her words in his mind. "Oh. Tell you. Not…" He didn't know why he'd assumed, even if only for a moment, that she wanted him to compel her. As if her willpower was so poor that only being compelled could possibly keep her away. He sighed, trying not to look at the bare skin of her thighs. The submission and vulnerability in her posture shouldn't have appealed.
"We tried that before," he pointed out. "That's why you were miserable. Trying to give me what you think I want all the time – that was what I meant, when I said you're too young for me. You're too…" He huffed, running a hand over his face. "It's not just that you're willing to get hurt," he said, trying to think at the same time as he spoke, which was almost never a good idea. "That would be bad enough, but it's like… you'll hurt yourself, if I let you. Like you're trying to prove something, like you think you need to prove something." Maybe that was his own fault, saying that she was too young without clarifying what exactly that meant.
"I'm not going to do that again, okay? We're just going to… I don't know. I don't know what we're going to do. I'm going to lend you some books, I guess. And you're going to have a cigarette. And try to stop looking at me like that."
"I'm not going to – what?" He was briefly offended, then brought up short as he replayed her words in his mind. "Oh. Tell you. Not…" He didn't know why he'd assumed, even if only for a moment, that she wanted him to compel her. As if her willpower was so poor that only being compelled could possibly keep her away. He sighed, trying not to look at the bare skin of her thighs. The submission and vulnerability in her posture shouldn't have appealed.
"We tried that before," he pointed out. "That's why you were miserable. Trying to give me what you think I want all the time – that was what I meant, when I said you're too young for me. You're too…" He huffed, running a hand over his face. "It's not just that you're willing to get hurt," he said, trying to think at the same time as he spoke, which was almost never a good idea. "That would be bad enough, but it's like… you'll hurt yourself, if I let you. Like you're trying to prove something, like you think you need to prove something." Maybe that was his own fault, saying that she was too young without clarifying what exactly that meant.
"I'm not going to do that again, okay? We're just going to… I don't know. I don't know what we're going to do. I'm going to lend you some books, I guess. And you're going to have a cigarette. And try to stop looking at me like that."
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