"I am," he agreed, and he thought he had probably explained that enough to not need bothering to do so again. He was, for a variety of reasons, meant to be responsible for her. Regardless of what she thought she wanted, he was responsible, because he shouldn't have given it to her. She hadn't even asked, really.
"I wasn't just thinking about me," he said defensively. Too defensive, offended despite himself at the insinuation that he'd been even more selfish than just having sex with her would have made him. Determined to be slightly less scummy than he probably was. "I took advantage of you and risked damaging your academic career. I don't want to ruin your life."
He'd slipped into the present tense. He didn't, though. Didn't want to be an enabler, even if it was her life to ruin as she would. Didn't want to encourage her with feelings of his own, as if those feelings mattered at all in the grand scheme of things.
"Of course I want to," he said, a little snippier than he'd meant to be. "I'm a vampire. It's what I do." Not that he wanted to go sinking his teeth into just anyone. It was still putting his mouth on a person. He was not the type to put his mouth on just anyone, before and after death. He sucked on his cigarette with a deep inhalation, like a breathing exercise. "That wouldn't help," he said, and he left it at that. Didn't want to explain the primal nature of his desire, to sink his teeth into her skin and feel her blood run hot over his tongue, buried inside her the way he'd been that morning. Holding her, having her, hurting her.
Thinking about it wasn't helping, either.
"I wasn't just thinking about me," he said defensively. Too defensive, offended despite himself at the insinuation that he'd been even more selfish than just having sex with her would have made him. Determined to be slightly less scummy than he probably was. "I took advantage of you and risked damaging your academic career. I don't want to ruin your life."
He'd slipped into the present tense. He didn't, though. Didn't want to be an enabler, even if it was her life to ruin as she would. Didn't want to encourage her with feelings of his own, as if those feelings mattered at all in the grand scheme of things.
"Of course I want to," he said, a little snippier than he'd meant to be. "I'm a vampire. It's what I do." Not that he wanted to go sinking his teeth into just anyone. It was still putting his mouth on a person. He was not the type to put his mouth on just anyone, before and after death. He sucked on his cigarette with a deep inhalation, like a breathing exercise. "That wouldn't help," he said, and he left it at that. Didn't want to explain the primal nature of his desire, to sink his teeth into her skin and feel her blood run hot over his tongue, buried inside her the way he'd been that morning. Holding her, having her, hurting her.
Thinking about it wasn't helping, either.
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