Immediately she regretted having said anything at all, when what was meant to be self-deprecating was only a reminder of how spoiled she was instead. Not that she thought of herself as such, not usually, but comparatively speaking she certainly felt it now. She set her hat very gently on the table, and while she wasn't about to start unlacing her dress, she did tug the leather cords from her braids. Fingers absentmindedly raked through them to untwist her hair from itself, and it didn't take long for it to lose even the slightest hint of a wave, falling heavy and flat over her shoulderblades.
Her heart was hammering in her chest, and when he touched her it snapped her out of her reverie, and it was possible that she stared at him.
She definitely stared at him.
His hands were, surprisingly, softer than her own. Or maybe not so surprising, when she was so hard on her hands. She bit her nails and she toyed with molten metal, played with twisted scrap and generally did every possible thing that wasn't actually her responsibility. Her hands ought to have been stained with ink or with charcoal, rightfully speaking. His rough skin had been earned with work, and hers marked her from play.
"Yes," she said finally. "Lights. Seeing. Seeing is good. I like to… see things." She was staring very fixedly at where her hands were against his chest, as if she could avoid looking at his face. Oh, but it made her heart hurt to be reminded that she'd paid for him, that he'd been bought. Like a toy.
Still, she rose on her toes to reach better, biting her lip as she started on the highest button. It seemed like it shouldn't have been so tricky, seemed like it took her forever though it couldn't have been more than a second or two, each button seeming like it made it a little harder to breath.
–dumb dumb dumb dumb–
She saw shirtless men all the time at home. Shirts were for people going out, and she never went out. Shirtless men were the norm.
She generally wasn't tempted to lick those men, though.
–do not lick him do not even think about licking him that is so weird don't be weird – oh yeah no definitely he would definitely be super put out if a woman licked him, he's just a whore, no one's ever licked him before what a totally unprecedented notion–
Despite herself, she giggled.
Her heart was hammering in her chest, and when he touched her it snapped her out of her reverie, and it was possible that she stared at him.
She definitely stared at him.
His hands were, surprisingly, softer than her own. Or maybe not so surprising, when she was so hard on her hands. She bit her nails and she toyed with molten metal, played with twisted scrap and generally did every possible thing that wasn't actually her responsibility. Her hands ought to have been stained with ink or with charcoal, rightfully speaking. His rough skin had been earned with work, and hers marked her from play.
"Yes," she said finally. "Lights. Seeing. Seeing is good. I like to… see things." She was staring very fixedly at where her hands were against his chest, as if she could avoid looking at his face. Oh, but it made her heart hurt to be reminded that she'd paid for him, that he'd been bought. Like a toy.
Still, she rose on her toes to reach better, biting her lip as she started on the highest button. It seemed like it shouldn't have been so tricky, seemed like it took her forever though it couldn't have been more than a second or two, each button seeming like it made it a little harder to breath.
–dumb dumb dumb dumb–
She saw shirtless men all the time at home. Shirts were for people going out, and she never went out. Shirtless men were the norm.
She generally wasn't tempted to lick those men, though.
–do not lick him do not even think about licking him that is so weird don't be weird – oh yeah no definitely he would definitely be super put out if a woman licked him, he's just a whore, no one's ever licked him before what a totally unprecedented notion–
Despite herself, she giggled.
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