Nova pushed him away, seemed almost to recoil, and he stiffened. His face went blank as he stepped back to give her room. Standing straight, he clasped both pairs of hands behind his back. He was very still while she spoke, being careful to keep his breathing as regular as he could.
"He's yours," he said, "if you want him." He looked at the dog in question, then away. "You did very well," he said, "under the circumstances. It won't happen again." He struggled to think of something else to say, something that would fix things or make her feel better or both. But all he could think of was the way she'd pushed him away, and no words came.
"I need to go change," he said abruptly. "There are drinks in the kitchen if you need them. The bathroom is down the hall. If you'll. Excuse me." Then he turned on his heel to disappear into his room, closing the door as quietly as he could so as not to slam it.
"Ala ta nena duadella din tana fuckity fuck fuck fuckshitdamn." He did not so much take his shirt off as tear it, throwing it across his room in a fit of pique. He rubbed his hands over his face, a rumble through his chest somewhere between a growl and a car engine. "Fucking idiot," he muttered, slamming a fist on a wall panel to get a towel. He rubbed it over himself irritably, enough that he wouldn't look completely disgusting. Just… feel like it. Was all.
He balled up the towel and threw it to join his discarded shirt, and when he started to rumble again he slammed a hand against his sternum to try and quiet it. What was he even doing? He had to have known that this was going to happen. This, or something like it. He'd been stupid from the beginning, thinking he could keep her safe and separate from the vast majority of his stupid life. He'd gone too fast and brought her home, and now she was both traumatized and aware of the company he kept.
"Fuck today," he said again, opening his closet to look for a clean shirt.
"He's yours," he said, "if you want him." He looked at the dog in question, then away. "You did very well," he said, "under the circumstances. It won't happen again." He struggled to think of something else to say, something that would fix things or make her feel better or both. But all he could think of was the way she'd pushed him away, and no words came.
"I need to go change," he said abruptly. "There are drinks in the kitchen if you need them. The bathroom is down the hall. If you'll. Excuse me." Then he turned on his heel to disappear into his room, closing the door as quietly as he could so as not to slam it.
"Ala ta nena duadella din tana fuckity fuck fuck fuckshitdamn." He did not so much take his shirt off as tear it, throwing it across his room in a fit of pique. He rubbed his hands over his face, a rumble through his chest somewhere between a growl and a car engine. "Fucking idiot," he muttered, slamming a fist on a wall panel to get a towel. He rubbed it over himself irritably, enough that he wouldn't look completely disgusting. Just… feel like it. Was all.
He balled up the towel and threw it to join his discarded shirt, and when he started to rumble again he slammed a hand against his sternum to try and quiet it. What was he even doing? He had to have known that this was going to happen. This, or something like it. He'd been stupid from the beginning, thinking he could keep her safe and separate from the vast majority of his stupid life. He'd gone too fast and brought her home, and now she was both traumatized and aware of the company he kept.
"Fuck today," he said again, opening his closet to look for a clean shirt.
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