As the The Cat took her time in answering he sipped from his coffee genteelly. His gaze did not meet hers, for he did not think it would be protocol to bother her with the intensity his gaze sometimes harbored—most especially when he was still dealing with the internal side effects of anger. Grigori were never very good with anger, or being upset for too long in earnest. Mild annoyance was one thing, especially when one wasn’t fully one’s self. It also didn’t help that his impression of her thus far was that of every other vagrant passerby who got swept up in Jean added with a niggling sore spot that was woven in—something that ached and had never fully healed. No... no... it wasn’t so much the fact that she was just another liaison. It was the sore spot she inflamed in Jean.
He hesitated as she finally spoke, asking ‘what’, and considered repeating his query. But then she went on, recalling on her own. He did notice the bristling—what and odd and emotive thing to do. She really did wear her feelings on her tail and ears. One did need a sense for emotions to know what was going on for her. She’d probably be terrible at both poker and chess.
And then the question did come, though not without some tumbling of the English language. With the question came the flex of his jaw. It wasn’t personal, and he considered lying... but... it had never felt right even when he had to. It had been a long time since anyone had attempted to ask him anything anyway—outside of need. If he’d bothered considering the reason, hypocritical bastard he was, it might have occurred to him that it was quite brave of The Cat to ask him anything at all. No one ever really tried asking him anything because of the cold steel wall he’d erected with snide comments carefully laden behind polite veneer. Always too cordial to really upset most people, but too callous to have anyone warm up to him. Warm was not a word ascribe to Elijah. Usually. At least, it had been a long time, discounting Jean—perhaps.
“Pets are kept things,” he began, his voice not unkind but not entirely without distain. “Often not by choice.” As if anyone could truly chain a Grigori; he’d love to see them try. “I am here because I choose to be; I have remained because it is my choice.” It went without saying... that he did not expect Jean to express any appreciation for his staying, for his returning. He did it because he wanted to. If asked to explain why he wanted to...
...a much more complicated answer, he supposed. His eyes softened as the thought hit him briefly, as it usually did from time to time.
Another sip and he cleared his throat. “The ones she refers to,” the bloody witch, “are like leaves on an ancient oak. They sprout when the season calls for it, but eventually brown—falling and dying away. Forgotten. They are never truly here.” Passing phantoms to bide his master’s time, those love affairs were. All save for the one and Elijah. It wasn’t their fault as most of them were mortal; but that wouldn’t stop him from anointing them as thus—pets for a passing fancy. They had their purpose; they made Jean happy for a time. But he didn’t like people referring to him—to Elijah—as disposable. Not because it would bother him for Jean to think of him as thus, for the man could do no wrong; no, because himself didn’t like the idea that he would leave on a whim and never return. Not when he hated leaving to eat even when he had to.
He didn’t like it voiced—associated with him.
Finally... “Why do you ask?” Why, indeed, would he want to know? Curiosity was a curse for the Grigori. New Knowledge. Always.
He hesitated as she finally spoke, asking ‘what’, and considered repeating his query. But then she went on, recalling on her own. He did notice the bristling—what and odd and emotive thing to do. She really did wear her feelings on her tail and ears. One did need a sense for emotions to know what was going on for her. She’d probably be terrible at both poker and chess.
And then the question did come, though not without some tumbling of the English language. With the question came the flex of his jaw. It wasn’t personal, and he considered lying... but... it had never felt right even when he had to. It had been a long time since anyone had attempted to ask him anything anyway—outside of need. If he’d bothered considering the reason, hypocritical bastard he was, it might have occurred to him that it was quite brave of The Cat to ask him anything at all. No one ever really tried asking him anything because of the cold steel wall he’d erected with snide comments carefully laden behind polite veneer. Always too cordial to really upset most people, but too callous to have anyone warm up to him. Warm was not a word ascribe to Elijah. Usually. At least, it had been a long time, discounting Jean—perhaps.
“Pets are kept things,” he began, his voice not unkind but not entirely without distain. “Often not by choice.” As if anyone could truly chain a Grigori; he’d love to see them try. “I am here because I choose to be; I have remained because it is my choice.” It went without saying... that he did not expect Jean to express any appreciation for his staying, for his returning. He did it because he wanted to. If asked to explain why he wanted to...
...a much more complicated answer, he supposed. His eyes softened as the thought hit him briefly, as it usually did from time to time.
Another sip and he cleared his throat. “The ones she refers to,” the bloody witch, “are like leaves on an ancient oak. They sprout when the season calls for it, but eventually brown—falling and dying away. Forgotten. They are never truly here.” Passing phantoms to bide his master’s time, those love affairs were. All save for the one and Elijah. It wasn’t their fault as most of them were mortal; but that wouldn’t stop him from anointing them as thus—pets for a passing fancy. They had their purpose; they made Jean happy for a time. But he didn’t like people referring to him—to Elijah—as disposable. Not because it would bother him for Jean to think of him as thus, for the man could do no wrong; no, because himself didn’t like the idea that he would leave on a whim and never return. Not when he hated leaving to eat even when he had to.
He didn’t like it voiced—associated with him.
Finally... “Why do you ask?” Why, indeed, would he want to know? Curiosity was a curse for the Grigori. New Knowledge. Always.
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