Bree flattened against the door so fast she made an audible thump, despite the fact Jean was simply standing and not, in fact, coming any closer. She was, on some level, aware that he was attractive, but it was once again being drowned out by all the humiliation, fear, and intense confusion she so often felt around him. Walls had been rapidly crushed between "Jean around a dog" and "Jean around a Bree" and she was lost in the chaos of it.
"I'm, I, um, I didn't, I'm not," she stammered, mind spinning, attempting to find something resembling solid ground to stand on. She found it in his answer to her question, though she was definitely not calming down in the least. The opposite, in fact. Her entire body was on fire, with more emotion than she had any idea what to do with. She wished she could vomit it all out, and be calm and collected and deal with this situation, but she had no idea how.
No need of sleep. He'd been awake the entire time? It was actually worse than her fear, astoundingly. He hadn't just seen her naked, he'd been awake, when, when...
One hand flew to her mouth in shock, one of the tears burning in her eye slipping down a cheek. Her legs threatened to give out; her whole body was flush with mortification. She couldn't help it. She was aware, on some level, that this would not be a huge deal for many women her age. She could have strolled right out, head held high, as if she had nothing in the world to be ashamed of.
She was not that strong.
She tried to convince herself it wasn't as big a deal as it felt. It wasn't as though he'd touched her or anything, not as a human, not really, it had been the briefest contacts and she'd gotten off right away and gotten dressed and anyway he didn't seem to think it was anything like a big deal! He'd probably seen thousands of women in much more compromised positions, enough that seeing her nude was probably just a blase, boring sort of thing, if not utterly unappealing entirely. He probably had no idea why she was freaking out.
Why was this making her feel worse.
And why was none of this startling to him?! Even her sudden transformation from a small dog to a somewhat large, extremely naked woman, on top of him, and not even a BLINK? He'd just kept...
Pretending to... be asleep...
Why pretend to be to asleep?
And why not be surprised by a dog turning into a woman? Even a little? Even if he'd seen such things before, why not be surprised that it was her, specifically? Things clicked into suggestive place in her mind, a pattern hinting at a conclusion she did not want to draw.
"Did you know I was a person?" she asked, voice shaking. Quieter than she wanted it to be, when she felt it in her heart like an accusation. But she wanted him to say no, he had no idea, he was just blessed with an extremely good poker face.
She didn't think she'd believe him, thinking about it, but she ached with the desire to go back to thinking he was just strangely fond of small dogs, or even that maybe she was kind of appealing in that form, at least.
"...Did you know it was me?" she asked, even quieter, tone practically begging. She was clutching at the front of her shirt... or, his shirt, she supposed, but it was hers now because she was not taking it off.
"I'm, I, um, I didn't, I'm not," she stammered, mind spinning, attempting to find something resembling solid ground to stand on. She found it in his answer to her question, though she was definitely not calming down in the least. The opposite, in fact. Her entire body was on fire, with more emotion than she had any idea what to do with. She wished she could vomit it all out, and be calm and collected and deal with this situation, but she had no idea how.
No need of sleep. He'd been awake the entire time? It was actually worse than her fear, astoundingly. He hadn't just seen her naked, he'd been awake, when, when...
One hand flew to her mouth in shock, one of the tears burning in her eye slipping down a cheek. Her legs threatened to give out; her whole body was flush with mortification. She couldn't help it. She was aware, on some level, that this would not be a huge deal for many women her age. She could have strolled right out, head held high, as if she had nothing in the world to be ashamed of.
She was not that strong.
She tried to convince herself it wasn't as big a deal as it felt. It wasn't as though he'd touched her or anything, not as a human, not really, it had been the briefest contacts and she'd gotten off right away and gotten dressed and anyway he didn't seem to think it was anything like a big deal! He'd probably seen thousands of women in much more compromised positions, enough that seeing her nude was probably just a blase, boring sort of thing, if not utterly unappealing entirely. He probably had no idea why she was freaking out.
Why was this making her feel worse.
And why was none of this startling to him?! Even her sudden transformation from a small dog to a somewhat large, extremely naked woman, on top of him, and not even a BLINK? He'd just kept...
Pretending to... be asleep...
Why pretend to be to asleep?
And why not be surprised by a dog turning into a woman? Even a little? Even if he'd seen such things before, why not be surprised that it was her, specifically? Things clicked into suggestive place in her mind, a pattern hinting at a conclusion she did not want to draw.
"Did you know I was a person?" she asked, voice shaking. Quieter than she wanted it to be, when she felt it in her heart like an accusation. But she wanted him to say no, he had no idea, he was just blessed with an extremely good poker face.
She didn't think she'd believe him, thinking about it, but she ached with the desire to go back to thinking he was just strangely fond of small dogs, or even that maybe she was kind of appealing in that form, at least.
"...Did you know it was me?" she asked, even quieter, tone practically begging. She was clutching at the front of her shirt... or, his shirt, she supposed, but it was hers now because she was not taking it off.
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