Maybe he'd realized somewhere deep down that he needed to find a way to offer her the carrot and the stick simultaneously. Maybe he'd realized that what she needed was to feel truly vulnerable in a palpable way. Maybe this was exactly what he'd been trying to accomplish.
Maybe he was an idiot that panicked and tried to fuck things when he didn't know what else to do with them.
Whatever. It worked, at least. It seemed like it worked. She seemed upset and confused and there were plenty of reasons for both, but maybe he'd finally found part of the disconnect between everything he said and what she seemed to hear. He leaned over her, close to her, putting his hand under her chin to cup her face. His thumb stroked her jaw.
"It was an accident," he repeated, "that wouldn't have happened if you had just followed the rules." His fingers curled and stroked inside of her, gentler than he'd been, but more persistent. "That is why rules exist. When you follow them, we believe you when you say bad things aren't your fault, because the rules are supposed to stop bad things from happening." His index finger stroked her clit. "They are not arbitrary. They are not fun. They are there to keep people safe. You are alive because someone thinks you can learn to behave. If you won't even try, why would we ever believe you can be safe? How am I supposed to to keep you safe?"
Maybe he was an idiot that panicked and tried to fuck things when he didn't know what else to do with them.
Whatever. It worked, at least. It seemed like it worked. She seemed upset and confused and there were plenty of reasons for both, but maybe he'd finally found part of the disconnect between everything he said and what she seemed to hear. He leaned over her, close to her, putting his hand under her chin to cup her face. His thumb stroked her jaw.
"It was an accident," he repeated, "that wouldn't have happened if you had just followed the rules." His fingers curled and stroked inside of her, gentler than he'd been, but more persistent. "That is why rules exist. When you follow them, we believe you when you say bad things aren't your fault, because the rules are supposed to stop bad things from happening." His index finger stroked her clit. "They are not arbitrary. They are not fun. They are there to keep people safe. You are alive because someone thinks you can learn to behave. If you won't even try, why would we ever believe you can be safe? How am I supposed to to keep you safe?"
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