Cain’s fickle gaze met Akiko’s when she neared him for the mug. The way she looked at him always felt uncomfortably thorough, even her glances. When they first met the way she looked at him made him suspicious of her intentions. Was she another gossipping girl gathering intel on the weird, loner catboy? When they became friends-who-sometimes-kissed-each-other, the way she looked at him made his stomach feel like it was floating. These days her look felt clinical, in a way. Like a physician getting ready to excise an abscess.
And there was that posture of hers again. Before Akiko had hugged herself and now she was clinging to her coffee for the warmth that was lacking between them. Turns out the ice queen could get cold after all. He wasn’t really feeling like doling out physical affection when Akiko seemed to resent him for something.
And then she sort of finally said it: Since you don’t answer your phone. Since you don’t answer your phone. Since you don’t answer your phone.
Her words replayed in Cain’s mind like a forgotten DVD menu theme stuck on repeat. His jaw worked back and forth, in silent contempt, as he massaged the stud piercing in his tongue against the roof of his mouth, before finally replying, “I do too,” rather lamely.
So that was the argument that Akiko wanted to have?
It was just one damn unanswered text, he thought. The same guy with the full voicemail box and who could let a Facebook friend request sit unanswered for half a year.
He didn’t flinch when she kissed him so much as his whole body tensed up. After her accusation, the kiss felt like a guilt trip. Like a reminder of what he was supposed to do: be affectionate, or contrite about his attitude, or just anything somewhat positive.
“I’ll be around, I guess, not answering my phone.” Cain dumped some more toxin into the already poisoned water. Positivity was not happening. And he wouldn't be forgiving her for her attitude.
He imagined the entire conversation like sparring match. She intentionally pestered him, he responded with expected annoyance but when he was willing to abandon his frustration with her (being the good boyfriend he imagined he was), she decided to conclude the one-two punch (cellphone commentary and guilt trip kiss). His mental version of events was far from the truth. He was unprovoked shittiness from the get-go.
Cain pocketed his new carton of cigarettes and turned to leave the room revealing the line of gold fur which had lifted along the top of his bristling tail. The mark of a very beleaguered kitty cat.
And there was that posture of hers again. Before Akiko had hugged herself and now she was clinging to her coffee for the warmth that was lacking between them. Turns out the ice queen could get cold after all. He wasn’t really feeling like doling out physical affection when Akiko seemed to resent him for something.
And then she sort of finally said it: Since you don’t answer your phone. Since you don’t answer your phone. Since you don’t answer your phone.
Her words replayed in Cain’s mind like a forgotten DVD menu theme stuck on repeat. His jaw worked back and forth, in silent contempt, as he massaged the stud piercing in his tongue against the roof of his mouth, before finally replying, “I do too,” rather lamely.
So that was the argument that Akiko wanted to have?
It was just one damn unanswered text, he thought. The same guy with the full voicemail box and who could let a Facebook friend request sit unanswered for half a year.
He didn’t flinch when she kissed him so much as his whole body tensed up. After her accusation, the kiss felt like a guilt trip. Like a reminder of what he was supposed to do: be affectionate, or contrite about his attitude, or just anything somewhat positive.
“I’ll be around, I guess, not answering my phone.” Cain dumped some more toxin into the already poisoned water. Positivity was not happening. And he wouldn't be forgiving her for her attitude.
He imagined the entire conversation like sparring match. She intentionally pestered him, he responded with expected annoyance but when he was willing to abandon his frustration with her (being the good boyfriend he imagined he was), she decided to conclude the one-two punch (cellphone commentary and guilt trip kiss). His mental version of events was far from the truth. He was unprovoked shittiness from the get-go.
Cain pocketed his new carton of cigarettes and turned to leave the room revealing the line of gold fur which had lifted along the top of his bristling tail. The mark of a very beleaguered kitty cat.
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