He averted his eyes when she started to stare back. He didn't even have hunger as an excuse this time. Sugar was supposed to be helping, but it wasn't. It would be so much easier if they could just be friends. Slightly distant friends. Distant enough that he wouldn't be tempted to fuck her again.
A different time and a different place, and he would have been happy to do whatever this was. Make a go at some kind of relationship, however long it lasted, however soon it fizzled out. Now he just had to wallow in his mistake, ruining his chance at something in the future for the sake of something he couldn't even have.
"You're the one that brought up boring like it was a bad thing," he reminded her. He was getting the feeling that there was nothing he could say that would dissuade her. Not that she would admit, anyway. He could frame the situation however he liked to be unflattering, but there wasn't any middle ground. Either she liked him too much, or she hated him.
"That wasn't what I meant," he said. "Attraction isn't shallow. That isn't what I meant. I'm not trying to invalidate your feelings."
Just her judgment. Just her ability to see her for what he was, and not whatever it was that she wanted him to be.
"I'm making this worse." He stood, chair scraping against the floor as he gathered up his trash. "It's late," he said, even if it wasn't for him. "I'm just going to go." He headed toward the door and the trash can beside it, and told himself he wasn't running. This was slightly more salvageable than it had been before, and he wanted it to stay that way. Before he said something really stupid.
A different time and a different place, and he would have been happy to do whatever this was. Make a go at some kind of relationship, however long it lasted, however soon it fizzled out. Now he just had to wallow in his mistake, ruining his chance at something in the future for the sake of something he couldn't even have.
"You're the one that brought up boring like it was a bad thing," he reminded her. He was getting the feeling that there was nothing he could say that would dissuade her. Not that she would admit, anyway. He could frame the situation however he liked to be unflattering, but there wasn't any middle ground. Either she liked him too much, or she hated him.
"That wasn't what I meant," he said. "Attraction isn't shallow. That isn't what I meant. I'm not trying to invalidate your feelings."
Just her judgment. Just her ability to see her for what he was, and not whatever it was that she wanted him to be.
"I'm making this worse." He stood, chair scraping against the floor as he gathered up his trash. "It's late," he said, even if it wasn't for him. "I'm just going to go." He headed toward the door and the trash can beside it, and told himself he wasn't running. This was slightly more salvageable than it had been before, and he wanted it to stay that way. Before he said something really stupid.
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