He was glad she couldn't see his face. Glad he couldn't see hers. Easier this way, easier than if they could see each other. "You didn't fuck up," he muttered, rubbing at his temples. He could hear her smoking, the click of the lighter and the way she breathed, even over the phone.
What had he thought? Had he been thinking at all? Thinking of anything besides how good she looked, how much better she felt, how badly he wanted to fuck her? Just assumed she was from a generation of casual, meaningless sex? Whatever he'd thought, if he'd thought anything, it hadn't remotely resembled this.
"I thought you knew," he managed finally, and he knew as soon as he'd said it that it was the exact wrong thing to say. "You didn't – you didn't ask me out for coffee, you didn't ask what I like to do on weekends. You just – until you said something, I didn't even know you were attracted to me. I just thought you were attractive. Generally. I don't – I don't even know what together would entail. I can't take you out to dinner, I don't like going to the movies. My salary is shit, I sleep all day, if I don't eat enough I go insane, if I eat too much I go insane, I don't get nicer if you get to know me. I'm not wise, I'm not experienced, I'm barely old enough for discount pancakes and bad political opinions. If the sex was good for you, then – well, I don't really know how that happened, but that was probably a fluke and it's about as good as it gets. I am not worth breaking the rules for. I don't know what you think you're being deprived of, but, you're really, really not. I guarantee you, Veronica, there is at least one person on campus that is your age, that will treat you the way you deserve, and will not try to eat you." He faltered. "In the… in the literal sense."
What had he thought? Had he been thinking at all? Thinking of anything besides how good she looked, how much better she felt, how badly he wanted to fuck her? Just assumed she was from a generation of casual, meaningless sex? Whatever he'd thought, if he'd thought anything, it hadn't remotely resembled this.
"I thought you knew," he managed finally, and he knew as soon as he'd said it that it was the exact wrong thing to say. "You didn't – you didn't ask me out for coffee, you didn't ask what I like to do on weekends. You just – until you said something, I didn't even know you were attracted to me. I just thought you were attractive. Generally. I don't – I don't even know what together would entail. I can't take you out to dinner, I don't like going to the movies. My salary is shit, I sleep all day, if I don't eat enough I go insane, if I eat too much I go insane, I don't get nicer if you get to know me. I'm not wise, I'm not experienced, I'm barely old enough for discount pancakes and bad political opinions. If the sex was good for you, then – well, I don't really know how that happened, but that was probably a fluke and it's about as good as it gets. I am not worth breaking the rules for. I don't know what you think you're being deprived of, but, you're really, really not. I guarantee you, Veronica, there is at least one person on campus that is your age, that will treat you the way you deserve, and will not try to eat you." He faltered. "In the… in the literal sense."
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